[ Grey isn’t sure he understands this question. Is there really anyone who would rather be dead? If given the choice to exist or not, surely they would choose to live.
He is about to say so, and then he thinks back on that moment. The knife being driven slowly in, knowing that everything was ending. Knowing that he had done his best, and there was no more fight to be had. He would make the same choices now that he had then.
But he also has more to live for, now. ]
it feels better than dying
[ That much is true, and is easy to say. Less complicated than everything going through his head. ]
id rather be here than nowhere id rather be here than home
[ He sends that, and then hesitates, his eyes stuck on the words. Then he adds: ]
no subject
He is about to say so, and then he thinks back on that moment. The knife being driven slowly in, knowing that everything was ending. Knowing that he had done his best, and there was no more fight to be had. He would make the same choices now that he had then.
But he also has more to live for, now. ]
it feels better than dying
[ That much is true, and is easy to say. Less complicated than everything going through his head. ]
id rather be here than nowhere
id rather be here than home
[ He sends that, and then hesitates, his eyes stuck on the words. Then he adds: ]
its just people that i miss