[It could mean a range of things. Curtis- a leader, a lover, a friend, family member, and so on. He can't say for sure but the fact that this person so willingly gave his life for another deserves some respect, even if Hisoka doesn't personally agree with giving himself up like that. It shows courage though, and will, but ah

alas.]

[He's not much interested in the dead, he's unsure how he feels about continuing speaking to this person just yet. While he's dead, he still acts very alive at least. Like he wants to live.]

So then you weren't ready, to fight for yourself or save this Curtis, do you wan t to be ready in this world? Incase he should arrive? Or just to be strong for yourself?