[ That comes back quickly, certainly. Grey had not been unprepared. In all his life, it could be argued, he had never been prepared for anything else. It's why he's so lost here, even now. ]
i was ready but he was better . stronger
here i just want to live .
[ He thinks of April as he says that. April, who so often tells him to live. He thinks it would be the only order she ever gave him, if she could. But she's right.That's what Grey wants. He's had a taste of freedom here, and he doesn't want to give it up. It's the only thing he wants to fight for, now. ]
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[ That comes back quickly, certainly. Grey had not been unprepared. In all his life, it could be argued, he had never been prepared for anything else. It's why he's so lost here, even now. ]
i was ready but he was better . stronger
here
i just want to live .
[ He thinks of April as he says that. April, who so often tells him to live. He thinks it would be the only order she ever gave him, if she could. But she's right.That's what Grey wants. He's had a taste of freedom here, and he doesn't want to give it up. It's the only thing he wants to fight for, now. ]