[ The frown that creases his lips is the only insight into his internal thoughts. What did Walt ever do to God? ]
I turned away.
[ His gaze is distant, unfocused -- lost in his own reverie. ]
I turned away from the church and from God in pursuit of chemistry.
[ And he supposes that could justify the punishment. But it's then that anger seizes him. Why should he be punished for that, though? ]
No. I made my own choices. I was finally satisfied with my life. Even though I lost everything, I died free from the whole world trying to control me. I died doing the things I wanted to do. It's bullshit to say God had any hand in the choices I made. Those choices were mine to make. No one else's. Not my wife. Not my bosses. Not the whole world. Mine, you hear me?
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I turned away.
[ His gaze is distant, unfocused -- lost in his own reverie. ]
I turned away from the church and from God in pursuit of chemistry.
[ And he supposes that could justify the punishment. But it's then that anger seizes him. Why should he be punished for that, though? ]
No. I made my own choices. I was finally satisfied with my life. Even though I lost everything, I died free from the whole world trying to control me. I died doing the things I wanted to do. It's bullshit to say God had any hand in the choices I made. Those choices were mine to make. No one else's. Not my wife. Not my bosses. Not the whole world. Mine, you hear me?