Oh. No, it's- um. Fine. [ wow she's only ever heard Thomas apologize for her death before and that's because he was there for it. totally has no idea how to respond to it. so she'll just move along. ] I was more confused than upset. Well, at first.

[ it's weird thinking back on everything she felt then. she was so sure this was some kind of weird- defense mechanism, maybe? of her mind? like be killed so abruptly put your brain in overdrive and made you see klunk. but that didn't make much sense. but anyway! ]

I'm happy for a second chance, sure. But trying to wrap my head around being alive again, after dying? That still bothers me. I still can't explain what it was like, or what it's like now. It's almost like it never happened? But it definitely happened. [ and she clearly doesn't like that kind of confusing train of thought ] For some reason it bothers me, the idea of someone's death just not mattering anymore, because the Porter felt like bringing us here.