rathercommon: (sympathetic)
Kitty Jones ([personal profile] rathercommon) wrote in [community profile] maskormenace2015-12-04 10:27 am

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[ Here's Kitty, wearing a smile and giving a little wave to the camera. ]

Hullo. It's Kitty here. I was just thinking about how it's about time for us to get another wave of new people - and then I remembered how last December, we didn't get any, and then I realized that I've now been here for over a year and that was just mad to think about.

It's easy to focus on all the horrid things that happen to us here. Because there are so many horrid things - that's true. The war with the Soviets is just terrible, and sometimes you just want to take the President by his shoulders and shake him until he stops - and those groups that detest us, they've made things a bit hard at times, as well. [ There's a little sideways twist to her lips as she says that; that's a grotesque understatement from a girl who had quite the history with one of those groups that detest us. ]

But it's always easy to remember the bad above the good. That's how the human brain works, isn't it - it's designed to remember hurts so that it can avoid those hurts in the future, which isn't bad, but which means that we sometimes lose track of the fact that there is so much more kindness than cruelty in the world. So I was just sitting and remembering all the good that's come to me over the past year.

Because this year, in this world, it really has been filled with impossible goodness. When I first came here, I was so scared, but there were people who took me in and helped me and protected me until I got a little more courage. And now here I am. I've made so many friends, amongst them someone I thought was my direst enemy. I saw people whom I'd never done any good for - I saw them forgive me when I was cruel and wicked and spiteful towards them, saw them risk themselves to help me and to save me.

And I've lived amongst the people of this world, who have been so good to me. So good. I've made friends amongst them, too. I've been kept on at work when I really have been the worst employee, when I've been unreliable because of my other obligations. And we've been allowed to speak our minds, speak freely. We've been allowed to travel far and wide. We've been supported in everything we do, which is far more kindness than has ever been extended a group of refugees at any time in any world. We've lived at peace. We've lived well.

So -

[ She tucks a strand of hair behind her ear. ]

I'd thought - if I could trouble you all - that we could spend a little bit of time, all together, remembering the good turns that people have done us.

Talk about whomever you'd like. Talk about the people who have been kind and helped us when they didn't have to. Talk about the wealth that is the other people we know here. And I thought we could talk about the natives, too - I was thinking I might put together a little something, a few quotes, that we could pass along to the natives of this world, so that we know that we appreciate them. Let's take some time to overcome our brains, and remember the good - focus on the good and remember how kind the world is to us. How well we live. How strong and brave and honest we can be here.

[ Translation: 'All of this is a somewhat underhanded but well-intentioned PR thing that will let me package some stuff to make the natives less furious at us in an ongoing attempt to avert all-out war between us and this world.' ]

Anyway. There's that, if you can spare some time. Oh, and, erm - come by Krakatoa, while I've got your attention. Best club in town, bar none. And the employees are simply gorgeous.

[ A quick, half-sheepish grin, and then she gives a little nod and waves her way off. ]
brushoff: I'M GONNA DO IT. (do you know how terrible that is?)

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[personal profile] brushoff 2015-12-05 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
And your point is?

[ it's rather cruel, LET'S DO IT. ]
hisheartsdesire: (kings 26)

[personal profile] hisheartsdesire 2015-12-05 03:20 am (UTC)(link)
[Please don't look at him with that sad, weak smile, Dorian. He only feels that much worse about it.]

Besides, Dorian. I haven't forgotten what I promised you.
We're going to be all right. I know you believe it, too.
brushoff: (ew no)

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[personal profile] brushoff 2015-12-05 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
[ cue the MELODRAMATIC EYE ROLL. ]

You're right, it would be cruel. But I'm a cruel person so honestly, I'm fine with that.
inmyothertights: (Billy - Kate dressed me)

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[personal profile] inmyothertights 2015-12-05 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
Well, we don't have the same biological mother, except that we do.
brushoff: (ohhh my god that's dumb)

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[personal profile] brushoff 2015-12-05 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's Kitty's turn to be greeted with a melodramatic siiiiiiigh ]

If we must. [ he knows he's kind of rolling over. but in this bizarre Marvel Team-Up, Dorian knows that Kitty has the upper hand, mostly because she can make him go corpsey in a MOMENT'S NOTICE. ]
bloodpressured: (in a land of make believe)

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[personal profile] bloodpressured 2015-12-05 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
Oh...Uh. Okay. Cool. That makes sense. Forget I said anything about it.

And I'm not trying to be a "cynic." Though I am. But I don't have any problem with earth. Earth is fine.
brushoff: (uh huh....)

[personal profile] brushoff 2015-12-05 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
I do believe it! In two months, we'll be looking back on this...well, not with fondness, but with some other sort of happy emotion.
caerulea: (o33)

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[personal profile] caerulea 2015-12-05 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
Get any good answers?
glowsferatu: wait, thought (This Night Has Opened My Eyes)

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[personal profile] glowsferatu 2015-12-05 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
get a second opinion kitty
this isnt coming out of nowhere
ask edgeworth about it i spoke to him a few weeks ago
even sabriel if you have to
(probably not sabriel if you can help it)


[ If only Kanaya knew about Laurie and Sasha, or all the others. ]
caerulea: (o11)

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[personal profile] caerulea 2015-12-05 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
Most people do like to keep it to themselves. Just be glad Ronan's not here yet.
brushoff: (yeah well what about THIS)

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[personal profile] brushoff 2015-12-05 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
I tried to shoot her one time, it definitely should be you.

[ and watch him just NOT TELL KITTY ANYTHING to be a bit of an ass if/when she probes for context. ]
mantlepieces: (I volunteer for problematic fave)

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[personal profile] mantlepieces 2015-12-05 03:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ ... Ugh. His brow furrows, but then he gestures flippantly out with his hands. ]

Hey, you got your way and I got mine. Things can definitely be that easy, it's just mind over matter.
hisheartsdesire: (kings 7)

[personal profile] hisheartsdesire 2015-12-05 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
Despite having settled with Dorian in July, another imPort bound me with magic.
It was a binding spell that renders me incapable of attacking or feeding on the natives.
Not that I thought I'd needed it because by then, Dorian and I had sorted things to an extent.
And I had met others willing to assist with my dietary needs and restrictions.
Though I believe the spell had also taken things a step further to protect other imPorts as well.
I cannot feed on other imPorts without their clear and informed consent.

More often than not, I feel too selfish for wanting Dorian as much as I do.
When I first arrived, I was convinced that what I had with him was a complete lie.
I was certain he was as disgusted by what I am, as anyone else ever is.
Even though he was the one who gave me hope and the chance to start over in the first place.
Then, I found out he was here, and that he'd been here for so long. I couldn't believe it.
I confirmed it was him and then realized that he already has something here, without me.
So I tried to build a life without him, but that's exactly where everything went wrong.
I tried to deny myself what I really wanted when not doing so would've prevented so many mistakes.
And in time, I truly learned that he loves me, even as the loathsome creature that I am.
For him, I would return to being that thing, the monster taking things from him.
Perhaps it is mad and foolish selfishness, to love him so and wish always to remain his heart's desire.
But it is the one thing I want more than anything, here and back at home.
Edited 2015-12-05 05:03 (UTC)
hisheartsdesire: (kings 51)

[personal profile] hisheartsdesire 2015-12-05 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
Laughter will be involved somewhere, I'm certain.
Before we accidentally devolve into something inappropriate, I'd like to remind you that anyone can read this.
Not that you were going to forget or anything.
brushoff: (actually having fun with something??)

[personal profile] brushoff 2015-12-05 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
You're encouraging me, [ said with a mischievous grin. ]
caerulea: (oo5)

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[personal profile] caerulea 2015-12-05 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
He will.

To make fun of you.
hisheartsdesire: (kings 2)

[personal profile] hisheartsdesire 2015-12-05 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
Please, don't be contrary right now.
I might end up publicly prostrating myself and begging you to stop.


[Waitasec, that just might be the point...]
Edited 2015-12-05 13:15 (UTC)
slightlyoffchilt: (Prevaricate.)

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[personal profile] slightlyoffchilt 2015-12-05 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
You ask for so much of me. One might wonder why.

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