Kaneki was mentally ill. After everything he went through, his mind started to break. He hallucinated all the time, he had PTSD, strong feelings of paranoia and many things triggered him into psychotic episodes. He was strongly suicidal to the point when he learned here that he was going to disappear and I would take his place, he actually became better. He always lived with the idea "it's alright if I die" and that became easily"I want to die".
[ Sasaki sighs softly. ] I'm afraid I will become like that the more I remember. I'm not suicidal, Jaime. The person I was before was.
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Kaneki was mentally ill. After everything he went through, his mind started to break. He hallucinated all the time, he had PTSD, strong feelings of paranoia and many things triggered him into psychotic episodes. He was strongly suicidal to the point when he learned here that he was going to disappear and I would take his place, he actually became better. He always lived with the idea "it's alright if I die" and that became easily"I want to die".
[ Sasaki sighs softly. ] I'm afraid I will become like that the more I remember. I'm not suicidal, Jaime. The person I was before was.