[ this is exactly why he didn't want to dump it on jaime. Because it's not just being suicidal; it's all of that which made him so. And Sasaki doesn't even remember half of those things and most of them he only knows because Kaneki mentioned them to someone here in this world; when Sasaki actually remembers the torture kaneki went through, when he actually remembers killing Hide, when he remembers Rize, when he remembers Kanou, then what will happen?

It's a lot and it's scary, and he didn't want to force any of that into Jaime's lap. In fact, if not even a professional would know what to do, why is he dumping it all on jaime, anyway? It's unfair to him. Even if he says he is an adult and can handle things.

He can't. Not any of this. ]

... I'm sorry. Jaime, this isn't something you should be listening to. It's not something you understand; I don't understand it, either, so- [ so it's unfair. Sasaki doesn't even know what he expected to tell anyone about this, he honestly doesn't. it won't make a difference. ]

It will be alright, somehow.