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Sasaki Haise (Kaneki Ken) ([personal profile] dualismum) wrote in [community profile] maskormenace 2016-06-19 07:57 am (UTC)

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... I'm not suicidal, Jaime.

[ this is so complicated. Sasaki sighs softly ] I mean, not right now. I don't know if I will.

Kaneki was. Maybe because he couldn't handle the things he lived through, he couldn't handle the things he has seen and he has done. If I remember them, I might wish for- [ for death? A beat follows before he continues ]

Maybe I will turn like Kaneki when I remember everything.

But I really want to live. Which makes all of this unfair- Kaneki wanted to die, and I want to live. And yet I'm the one who will disappear and he will be returning someday. [ Sasaki, you really should stop seeing yourself as a separate entity from kaneki ]

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