[There's a part of Billy that panics. It curls itself up and starts screaming. He thinks of Gansey dying and he -
He doesn't show it. He takes a breath. He pauses. He breathes out. Gansey. Gansey is that kind of person. (Billy did that once. Offered to kill himself to stop a demon. They didn't let him.)]
Are you all right? I mean. I know. That's a stupid question, I'm sorry.
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[There's a part of Billy that panics. It curls itself up and starts screaming. He thinks of Gansey dying and he -
He doesn't show it. He takes a breath. He pauses. He breathes out. Gansey. Gansey is that kind of person. (Billy did that once. Offered to kill himself to stop a demon. They didn't let him.)]
Are you all right? I mean. I know. That's a stupid question, I'm sorry.