[ Gansey considers that. It's a very complicated question, and his expression works exceptionally hard to stay clear. It can't quite avoid a fracture. ]

It...didn't end the way I hoped. I found what I was looking for, but it wasn't what I thought.

After that, I think things turned out better than I thought they would, but it wasn't...pleasant, to get there.

I won't be sorry to put it behind me, actually.