[ Kylo wants to tell Han that he's never going to call, that he's never going to need him, that he doesn't care if he's not going anywhere, but he can't make the words come out because he does care and he might need him and it still hurts to think about how it felt shoving his lightsaber through his father.

It was supposed to make him stronger, but it did the exact opposite.

He can't do this. There's no way he can build a relationship with this man when there are years of hurt, of anger, betrayal, abandonment piled heavy on his shoulders, consuming him. ]

I don't need your help.

[ He does. ]

There's no way you could ever understand. You didn't understand when I was a child and you're not going to understand now, here.

[ Kylo pauses, looking away from the phone in his hand. ]

Just leave me be.