[she waits, and waits, and waits. Sakuma's words rest heavy on her chest, pounding hard and twisted against a sore spot that is all too familiar too her by now.
it would have been anger, if he'd finished his sentence in a timely manner. but by the time Lapis decides that he's finished his words the pain has died down into a dull ache that's easily manageable. this was what she lived with every day, and so she can push past it with ease.]
There is no one else.
Sometimes it's worth it, though. Even if all you can do is drag someone down with you.
[she'll be glad that he doesn't respond, in all truth. Lapis can feel the storm flexing just beneath the surface of her skin with every word she types. it's a close call.]
mmm more salt for the ocean
it would have been anger, if he'd finished his sentence in a timely manner. but by the time Lapis decides that he's finished his words the pain has died down into a dull ache that's easily manageable. this was what she lived with every day, and so she can push past it with ease.]
There is no one else.
Sometimes it's worth it, though. Even if all you can do is drag someone down with you.
[she'll be glad that he doesn't respond, in all truth. Lapis can feel the storm flexing just beneath the surface of her skin with every word she types. it's a close call.]