[ For a minute, Sarah doesn't say anything else. She has to tell Beth what she did, or someone else will—Cosima, she's sure, through either a misguided attempt to smooth things over or pure accident. After all, how are they supposed to tell Beth half the shit that's gone down since she died without eluding to the fact that Sarah was acting as her for a good chunk of time?
But it's hard. It's hard because this is the first time she's spoken to Beth where Beth doesn't already know what she's done. Which is just... insane. Makes Sarah seem completely mad. Doesn't change the fact that it's true, though. She's never had to admit it out loud, find the right words. Finally she downs the rest of her drink in one burning swallow and says, ]
I took... your life. [ There. It's out, she's said it. Can't take it back. She wants to look down, avoid eye contact, but some part of her forces herself not to look away. She owes Beth that much. ]
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[ For a minute, Sarah doesn't say anything else. She has to tell Beth what she did, or someone else will—Cosima, she's sure, through either a misguided attempt to smooth things over or pure accident. After all, how are they supposed to tell Beth half the shit that's gone down since she died without eluding to the fact that Sarah was acting as her for a good chunk of time?
But it's hard. It's hard because this is the first time she's spoken to Beth where Beth doesn't already know what she's done. Which is just... insane. Makes Sarah seem completely mad. Doesn't change the fact that it's true, though. She's never had to admit it out loud, find the right words. Finally she downs the rest of her drink in one burning swallow and says, ]
I took... your life. [ There. It's out, she's said it. Can't take it back. She wants to look down, avoid eye contact, but some part of her forces herself not to look away. She owes Beth that much. ]