What defines you is whether you take responsibility for your mistakes and are willing to reevaluate your life in order to avoid making them again. Perhaps you're convinced that's what your self-imposed isolation is. In reality, though, you're avoiding the true cause of the problem, namely understanding the nature of your powers and what you must do to control them. This is normal behavior for newly-awakened NEXTs, not unlike the stages of grief, but is no way a viable long-term solution.
You've had this ability for about 1% of your total lifespan. How are you so certain that it doesn't have any constructive uses?
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You've had this ability for about 1% of your total lifespan. How are you so certain that it doesn't have any constructive uses?