[ he never explained it, to anyone. What he felt - what he truly felt; Chilton, who is his psychiatrist, might know more about kaneki, but there is still so much he hides even from his own doctor who is meant to be helping Kaneki.
The kisses that follow are like a soft touches even if D33's arms wrap around him so tightly. The way he presses kaneki against him and for some time, the ghoul doesn't really know what to say and how to explain it. it's until he feels his eyes sting that suddenly kaneki's arms grip hard on the man's shirt, like someone clinging to his life who refuses to let go ]
Of letting you see. What if you realize I'm too much of a mess, what if you see I'm not what you expected and wanted, what If I'm... just not right enough?
... I'm so lonely... [ it's almost like a contradiction, but it's not. kaneki has always been so lonely and he continues to be because he makes himself lonely. By not showing others who he really is, always hiding, always pretending. he is so lonely and so tired ]
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The kisses that follow are like a soft touches even if D33's arms wrap around him so tightly. The way he presses kaneki against him and for some time, the ghoul doesn't really know what to say and how to explain it. it's until he feels his eyes sting that suddenly kaneki's arms grip hard on the man's shirt, like someone clinging to his life who refuses to let go ]
Of letting you see. What if you realize I'm too much of a mess, what if you see I'm not what you expected and wanted, what If I'm... just not right enough?
... I'm so lonely... [ it's almost like a contradiction, but it's not. kaneki has always been so lonely and he continues to be because he makes himself lonely. By not showing others who he really is, always hiding, always pretending. he is so lonely and so tired ]