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[knaval]

how do u find out what ur ment to do w ur life?

[no longer affected by the nudge gun, he's back to happily interacting with organics. mercifully.]

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[dreadinquisitor]

Persistence, and fair amount of luck.

Though I imagine experience varies.

[knaval]

dont have luck
is ther a time limit?

[dreadinquisitor]

I didn't find mine until I was thirty. And now I'm starting over. So I hope not.

equally anonymous

[restingstitchface]

See a therapist.

[knaval]

starting over?

Re: equally anonymous

[knaval]

y?
what could they do?

[there are like 4 emotionally healthy cybertronians. and one therapist. for the entire race.]

[restingstitchface]

They could help you to build the life that you need. Teach you how to cope with feelings, solve your problems, help you direct and structure your life and so on and so forth.

[dreadinquisitor]

Isn't much call for a man who can manipulate inter-dimensional Fade rifts here, as it turns out. There being no Fade.

[knaval]

u had a specific purpose that was taken away here then ig
sorry that sux
im kinda in the same situation

[knaval]

sounds too good 2 be true
pass

[dreadinquisitor]

Cheers. [He'd toast him, if he could see him and he had something to toast with.] But the truth of it is, I couldn't have foreseen that happening to me. At the time I was still-- searching.

So my advice is to keep looking. Keep trying.

[knaval]

sometimes it feels lioke i can only do what i was ment to do
i coudlnt imagine it either

[his life expectancy was pitifully short, after all.]

im a bit over 30 tho
does th at matter/?

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[queenofseers]

Nobody's ever meant to do anything.

[ Sorry, Riptide, she's a buzzkill. ]

text; un: 73.232.125.15

[subroutined]

[ Once again, Ash's way of remaining anonymous is to connect from a random IP address. ]

I asked much the same question a month ago.

Re: text; un: 73.232.125.15

[knaval]

[he'd seen, though hadn't really taken it on board. he hadn't been much help, either.]

what did u think of the answrs

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[knaval]

i know i was meant 2 do somethin
but ive done it
i was nt really meant to survive past it hoenstly

im not negative enough 2 think that means i shouldnt be around anymore
i just fdont know

[subroutined]

They were hard to make sense of, if I'm honest. Not a lot of practical advice.

Most people say figuring out what you're meant to do is part of the whole experience.

[knaval]

[he'd never admit this personally, but:] it wuld b a lot easier if ppl just told u what to do
im used to that
that sounds so backwards

[subroutined]

Me as well. But apparently, being a person means finding out/deciding for yourself.

[knaval]

and what if you keep tryin and tryin but nothing is working? ? ?? what if what u want is not on this planet???????????????????

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[fettering]

[ well, this is a familiar question. ]

in my experience i know most humans seem to sort that out for themselves, at least
i was made tho and so other people have always decided my purpose for me
maybe it depends on whether youre born or made??

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[knaval]

[C RI T I CAL HIT]

not human
also was made and had my purpose desicded before i was even alive

do u still have 2 do ur thing?

[fettering]

oh sorry my experience is really only with humans
but maybe its true of most races??

same tbh people were planning what they wanted to do with me for hundreds of years before i was made

yeah once i go home
no one cares here tho
its been kind of weird + scary

[knaval]

i gues so

i dont know if mine was hundreds
i think it was kind of spur of the moemnt

that seems 2 b a theme here
but a lot of ppl here also kno what their doing

[fettering]

you were made on a whim??

yeah its kind of weird
i dont know how you decide things like that on your own
im not excited about what i have to do but
at least i know its necessary and a good thing so
ig its kind of satisfying in a way