004 | Shimmer-only video post

[jadus]

		I a̴̷̕҉ḿ̷̢̡ ̢̡̨͢͟ò̸b̶̵͘ś͜͝͠e̴̕͡r̸͞v̷̨͞į̀͏̴n̢͠g̶̡̢͢ t̨̨͏h̵͘͢͟ȩ̸̛ changes̀͢͞҉. B͢ǫ͞t͘h҉͞͠ in others and myself.
S̢҉͟ò͟͟͏̢m̷̢̛͢e̷̴͝͝ h̸a̶̵v̵̨e ҉bé͜ȩǹ͘ subsumed entirely. I cannot sense consciousness̕͞͡ i͡n̨̛ ́͠m̕҉͡os̢t҉͜͠ ̵̵o̸f̷̢ ͘t͏h͘͝em͜͟͞. Ţ̧͢hè ҉r͢est͝ ̀a̵r̶͏e͘͟ divided between a̴̸̵̡͢p̷͠a͡҉̀t̵̛͟h̸́̀y̛͏͏ and terror. T̸̷̢̕h̨͞҉̶͘ę́͘͠y̧͏̴̡͠ ̸͘͟͡r͜͞͡͞è̵́͝j͏͡e̵͝҉͏c͘̕͠t͟͏ ̸̕͟͟i҉̸t̢̡̛,̵ ͟o͜͞r҉̶͝ submit to it.
		I still can't reach the moon. I͜͞ ͜c̛à̸͏n̢͠'͟͠t̢͝ ͞r̢͝͡e͢͢͟a̧͏c̀͜͠h̸̛ ̶̀͝t͡h̴͘͜e͘͠ ̸̛b̷̡̢ǫ̷r͝d͏̷͜e͝r̸ o͞f̧ ͟͏t́he ̵͢f̸̡͟i͘͡eĺ̢҉d̵͢.͢͞ ̧͠Ea̛͡c̀h ̢t̨į̵͠m̧̀e I grasp for it, my mind curves inward. Ę̶̕v̸̶e̵͟ry҉t̸h̛͢͝i̧n̶̴̛g͜͜ ͜͝͞i̡͠s̸͠ ́͝a͜ ́dissonant chorus. E͠mot̶io͢n͟s͠ ̴f̶ro͠m̸ ̢no̵t̕hi̕ng, twisted beyond recognition.
	Fusing to my armor. O̵̧b̵͘͜s̵̛̕e̶̸̷̡r͢͏͢͞v̷̵̛͟a͏̕҉̸ţ̨̛͟i̴͘͢͢͝ǫ̡n̡̨͘͝s̷̕͞͝ ̸̀w̸͢i̕̕҉̸́l̸͟͟͞l̢͝͡ ̴̷͢͞c̨͠҉̶͟o͢ǹ҉t̨͟i̵̶̛n̡͏u̴̶e͏̢͠.̢̡̕̕͡ ͏̢͠T̢͏h̀ȩ̛͢͠ changes are increasingly rapid. F̴̶͟o͏r͢m͘ ̸̨m̵̶͡ú̢s̡t҉ b̀͡ę ̛s҉̴u҉b͝͠͞o͘r͏̸d͜͠i̴̴n̸̨̡a͟te ̵̧t̵͝ò̵ ̢w̶̧͘íl̕͝l̢̛.
		A͏̡ņ́d̵́ ͘͠I͘͢͠ ̶̡͞w͟i͡͏ll t̢ǫ ͞b́e͝ ͞a̴s̢͠͠ ̛I̵ ͜h͏a̕v̶̛̀e̶̸͞ ̵͠a҉l̵̕w̡͏a̶y̷s͡ ҉͏͘be̵͞èn͜͡, b́ut҉ ͡cou͏l̴d́ ͞no̢t bȩc̀o̶m̕e͢.̢

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[drivesadesk]

W̲̰͔̦͐͆͢ͅh͚̮͕̥a͙̯͕̼̣͚͕͂̒̓̚t͇̾̍ͩ̀̕ͅ'ͧͫͤͦ̏͝s̞̹̬̲͔̪̆̿̓̂̿ͤ̀̚ ͌̿͌͂͊g̅ͭ́͢o̲ͦ̄͟i̱̺͒͗ͩͩn̬̥̮͇̮͈̞̉ͣ̈́̎̽ͩ̔g͇͍̰̜̾ͦ ̷ͥͬ͊͌̾̃o̜͒̾͗̓̌̒͘n͓ͧ̔͡?̱̰̬̹͂ͮ ̟̱̫̝̊ͦͫ̀̑̈A͈r͙̅ͪ͋̎̈́̏̚ě̝̫̤͚̫͉̿̎͑ͅ ̰͍̣̖y͑ͯͥͭ̄ͨö̧̙̯̯́ů̸̺ͨ̂͋̈́͒̐ ̢̤̏̂̈́ͥ̽͌̅o͈̩̗̥̗̖k̟̖̬̥͗͆͊̉ͪȧ̓́ͫͫ͊͊y̷̜̬͉?̘̹͖͉̎ͣ͗̑͊ͬ͘