kraythero: (wat even)
Anakin Skywalker ([personal profile] kraythero) wrote in [community profile] maskormenace 2020-03-23 05:18 am (UTC)

[ Anakin doesn't think he's a particularly good Jedi. Given how many others avoid him on an all but superficial level, how he's spoken to even with the rank of Jedi Knight achieved, he's not alone in that feeling. He's too emotional, feels too much and too deeply, even when it came to the Force, can't meditate worth shit, he's too impatient, too rash, too angry. Wants things a Jedi shouldn't want, has things that aren't a lightsaber, he's married and deeply in love. There are so many things he is that a Jedi should not be. He's even wanted to leave, on and off, since he was twelve. Being a Jedi is what he was raised to be. It's what he knows. All he knows. It's a sincere offer yes. But he's not solely offering just because he feels it's what he should do. But he also can't sense Obi-Wan here - and even with star systems between them, because of their training bond, he's been able to for years. Padmé is here and he's delighted. But he's also feeling lost, alone, and isolated. Reaching out to another Force User, someone his Master deemed worthy to train - there are personal reasons behind it too. ]

Yeah, it's an open offer.

[ He's she listens. Listens and isn't irritated with him. There's only three people who do, and only one of them is here. ]

No, it's a type of river rock. Blueish purple-grey in color. I left it on my command ship. Some of my tools are here, but it's not.

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