My story isn't like yours but there's part of it that might still help. When I gave up my powers I did it for love. The rules my boss had meant that being with someone was forbidden. I realised that I didn't want to lose what I could have, that it was important to me so I gave everything up to be with them.
My point is that if you do decide to go down that path, to change who you are to make sure that you truly believe in the reason, that you won't regret it because you can't take it back.
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( but is she joking? )
My story isn't like yours but there's part of it that might still help. When I gave up my powers I did it for love. The rules my boss had meant that being with someone was forbidden. I realised that I didn't want to lose what I could have, that it was important to me so I gave everything up to be with them.
My point is that if you do decide to go down that path, to change who you are to make sure that you truly believe in the reason, that you won't regret it because you can't take it back.