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[He's getting sick of this being ported out and ported back in shit. Only this time, months have passed, and he's not been left unscathed. Katsuki is wandering around Heropa, his movements almost...drunken, and while it might be harder to see via the network as he turns it on, it's apparent that he's bleeding heavily from his left shoulder. Those in his vicinity may also notice that he's bleeding from his stomach and both wounds go straight through his body. His breathing is strained as he growls out.]

Where is he-

["Uhm, Mr. Lord Got Arrested Killing People, you really should go to the hospit-"]

WHERE IS THAT SON OF A BITCH?! I'LL KILL HIM, I'LL-

["A villain! My purse has all my coupons!

With a controlled explosion, Katsuki goes flying toward the purse-snatcher, retrieving the person's purse with his teeth. Unfortunately, the second blast is less controlled thanks to his current state and he does a back-flip in midair before landing on his face. Standing up, he snarls and throws the purse at its owner, swaying as he continues his rant.]

OKAY YOU ASSHOLES, LISTEN UP! THE NAME AIN'T LORD EXPLOSION MURDER NO MORE, GET READY TO FEAR GREAT EXPLOSION MURDER GOD DYNAMIGHT!!!!

ESPECIALLY YOU, YOU CRUST BA-bas ...bastar-mmmph-

[The blood loss finally cuts his threats short, leading him to passing out right there.]

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[Katsuki snorts softly as he listens.]

You just explained it perfectly.

[Tilting his head down, he kisses Kaneki's kagune before kissing his lips.]

Guess I'll have to strengthen those nerve endings of yours.

[ Ken's eyes go wide when Katsuki kisses the tendril, and the scales shine bright in response. They don't only respond to physical touches, the kagune also responds to Kaneki's mood - and not just when he is hungry ]

D-don't... kiss it... [ it's still a deadly thing, right???? And weird??? And-

And Kaneki just felt his heart race and he had no idea that hearing and seeing Katsuki so willing to accept Kaneki's ghoul nature to this extent would make him... So happy. Because in the end, that's how he feels, as weird as it sounds.

Even if he finds it disgusting and monstrous and even if Kaneki is afraid of it... Katsuki isn't. And that makes Ken feel so warm.]

Don't tell me what to do.

[He growls, and smirking he kisses it again just to prove his point. He loves Kaneki, including his ghoul nature and kagune, and he'll stubbornly keep repeating it.]

It's pretty. But it also gives you away.

[ Kaneki watches Katsuki, and the kagune moves gently; it presses against Katsuki's cheek and then rubs against him. Until Kaneki leans in and kisses Katsuki himself on the lips.]

What do you mean?

[Katsuki's gaze softens and he leans into the tendril, eyes half-lidded, and returns the kiss.]

It gets embarrassed when you do. It gets brighter when you're happy- but it's fine because I'm already pretty good at reading ya anyway.

Eh?

[ he didn't know that! Kaneki looks at the kagune, and the tendril just... Shines again. And suddenly Kaneki just pushes it away, embarrassed]

That's no fair...!

[Katsuki snickers, but then he winces from laughing and leans in to kiss it again.]

Don't worry so much about it, like I said, I can read it like one of your books.

Hm... My books can be really hard to read though. [ ah. In the end, Katsuki is starting to see right through him. Kaneki always thought it was so hard for people to understand him and yet, this person does it so effortlessly.

Kaneki moves to carefully wrap his arms around his lover. The kagune goes back to doing the same too, the three tendrils finding a good place wrapping around Katsuki's body without hurting him]

... Katsuki, before, you-

[ he stops. Ken isn't sure if he should bring it up, since he could be very well just half asleep then and that's why the other said it.

"I love you".]

Maybe for some people, but I ain't no moron.

[Katsuki leans into Kaneki and his tendrils, reaching to card his fingers through Kaneki's hair.]

Mn? Before I what?

[While he was tired, he remembers it clearly. He meant what he said.]

[ Kaneki isn't sure how to bring it up or if he should. He could very well screw everything up and Ken doesn't want that.

It's fine like this, too.]

Your food must be arriving soon. I will go get your things when it does.

[Katsuki glares at Kaneki.

And then he leans in to kiss him...lightly biting his bottom lip.]

What were you going to say?

[ as usual Katsuki doesn't like him holding back. Kaneki's bad habit isn't something he allows that often]

... You were falling asleep so... You probably don't remember.

It's fine. You don't have to worry--[ Kaneki is getting nervous.]

What...?

[He presses his hands on each side of Kaneki's face, staring until his eyes widen in realization.]

You talking about me saying I love you? I do. I don't say things I don't mean. I love you so fucking much. So-

[Ah, but his face is turning pink now.]

So...don't be dumb. Fucking nerd.

[ Kaneki's eyes just stare at Katsuki, wide, and his throat doesn't allow him to make a sound at first. His face turns bright red and the butterflies in his stomach that always seem to be there when he is with Bakugou, and now fluttering everywhere,all over Kaneki's body.

His hands reach for Katsuki's, squeezing them, and it's obvious Kaneki is trying not to cry]

I love you... [ it's a very quiet and soft voice at first, but Kaneki will repeat it again, louder, with certainty too] I love you, Katsuki. I'm so in love with you.

H-Hey...

[Alarm starts to set in when he sees Kaneki holding back tears. Did he say something wrong? But then Kaneki says that and his fears dissipate. Warmth floods his chest and his heartbeat speeds up and he beams, leaning in so their foreheads touch.]

Yeah, I know. I'm in love with you too.

[ Ken nuzzles his lover, smiling as he hears him, before he pulls away to furiously rub his eyes to dry his tears ] I'm always crying abut this...! I feel like a cry baby, it's embarrassing!

[ Kaneki doesn't have a good perception of what love and being loved means. To him, pain comes with it - he has always been hurt by the people he loves - and that was something Kaneki accepted as part of what love was, as much as it hurt him, as much as it left him feel despair. Physical pain but also emotional, how he can't be a priority, even though deep down Ken wishes to be so. But it doesn't hurt with Katsuki: he is gentle, kind, and puts him first. As if it's alright for Ken to be a priority to him. "Not a burden", he said before.

And so kaneki cries because he didn't know it could be like this, and he didn't know it could feel like this. To love and to be loved doesn't have to be painful. ]

[Katsuki smiles until Kaneki pulls away. Frowning, he reaches for his hands, kissing them and the tears he's wiped away.]

You think I don't know that already? It doesn't embarrass me- Nothing you could do would ever embarrass me, you fucking dork.

[There are a lot of times Katsuki isn't sure how to show love and that he cares about Kaneki and loves him. He gets flustered and annoyed and he has a hard time opening up. But he loves Kaneki and wants to share his life with him. Kaneki isn't a burden. If anything, he's the burden, and Kaneki has to put up with him. But that's neither here nor there right now.

He just wants Kaneki to realize that he can be put first.]

[ kaneki laughs lightly, nuzzling into Katsuki's hand after he reaches for his cheeks, his own hand holding on to the other's wrists ] I know you don't.

You have no shame at all. [ he teases now, kisses Katsuki's palm after. ] I love that about you, too. [ every part of katsuki, really. he loves him ]

The hell's that supposed to mean?

[Katsuki grunts, nuzzling Kaneki's face and kissing him on the forehead.]

I love what a nerd you are. So I win.

You know exactly what it means. [ he smiles a little at him, teasing - but kaneki knows he is right.

he smiles wider as Katsuki tells him he loves him, and arms wrap around him while Kaneki approaches his lips of the other's ear. He kisses the skin there, then nibbles Katsuki's earlobe ] You know... If you behave and avoid making your wound worse, you can come home faster. And- [ he whispers now] I will let you be as shameless as you want.

[ it has been months since katsuki last saw Kaneki, right?? So he will give him that. ] But only if you do everything the doctor tells you.

Maybe I want you to show me.

[Katsuki grins smugly, until Kaneki bites his ear and it sends electricity down his spine. He digs his fingers into Kaneki's shoulders, gasping. He missed this so much. He missed everything about Kaneki.]

That ain't fair- I don't want to wait.

[It's been MONTHS, Kaneki. A whole season. He glares, but the way Kaneki whispers distracts him from getting too mad.]

[ Kaneki hums softly, kissing Katsuki's ear again as he whispers] No. You have to wait until you are all better.

[ he pulls away a little to nuzzle his lover after.] Do what the doctor tells you and you will go home faster.

You're a sadist, you know that? [He's trying his hardest to scowl and sulk about it, but Kaneki makes him melt with the way he kisses him and talks to him.]

Hey...Ken. It's a miracle. I feel one hundred percent better. [He nuzzles his cheek before kissing his jawline.] Guess I can fucking leave this shitty place now.

[ Kaneki laughs, gently shoving Katsuki away playfully]

A miracle indeed! I had no idea the nanites were that fast.

[Katsuki smirks and then starts trying to get out of bed.]

Yeah, but it don't hurt that I heal fast. Let's go.

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