Oh, God. I'm going to fast forward through it. I think I'd throw up.
[Cadel's kind of a delicate flower, violence wise, much to Prosper's eternal despair.
He's also truly desperate for any kind of emotional support, not that he knows how to verbalize that. He hasn't been totally without support since he was very young, before he met Sonja, and every time he's been totally cut off has been traumatizing for him. It'd always coincided with extremely high stress situations. He's been maybe a little feeling like he's under that kind of pressure here, not because of the situation but just because he's used to it correlating with having no one to rely on.
It's one of the main reasons he'd opened up to Hiro, although he doesn't realize that.] As long as I don't give anything away, it'll be fine. Once I go public I'll be protected. And I've been careful not to associate Stormer with my physical name or identity, though I haven't been airtight. I hate it but I know how to lie. I can handle it.
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[Cadel's kind of a delicate flower, violence wise, much to Prosper's eternal despair.
He's also truly desperate for any kind of emotional support, not that he knows how to verbalize that. He hasn't been totally without support since he was very young, before he met Sonja, and every time he's been totally cut off has been traumatizing for him. It'd always coincided with extremely high stress situations. He's been maybe a little feeling like he's under that kind of pressure here, not because of the situation but just because he's used to it correlating with having no one to rely on.
It's one of the main reasons he'd opened up to Hiro, although he doesn't realize that.] As long as I don't give anything away, it'll be fine. Once I go public I'll be protected. And I've been careful not to associate Stormer with my physical name or identity, though I haven't been airtight. I hate it but I know how to lie. I can handle it.