Mnn, I certainly would be of less use to most here had I not. [His eyes close. He wonders how different he is now. He feels different and yet- not. It's strange. The most telling part is his relationship with Chrollo. Having returned home he was reminded of that world, how it worked, what he could get away with. It was almost unfair to show up here again, and yet...]

It was my first time, I've been here the longest and yet have only left now. [A light smile, closing his eyes.]

Does the Porter ever know what it wants~?