Because I don't want to live in this world. And even though people claim death isn't permanent, that you'll come back -- I know there's a chance that isn't true. Some have died for good.
Do you know what it's like to fight so hard to have things end the way you want them to -- only to have that ending robbed from you and wind up in a world where nothing makes sense? Do you know what it's like to have people here from home, but you're somehow from their future -- so you know how things are going to turn out while they have no clue? And all you can do is wait for the inevitable? When all the choices you've made finally catch up to you?
My life here is a constant torture, and no matter what I do to try and escape any of my problems -- I can't seem to get away.
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Do you know what it's like to fight so hard to have things end the way you want them to -- only to have that ending robbed from you and wind up in a world where nothing makes sense? Do you know what it's like to have people here from home, but you're somehow from their future -- so you know how things are going to turn out while they have no clue? And all you can do is wait for the inevitable? When all the choices you've made finally catch up to you?
My life here is a constant torture, and no matter what I do to try and escape any of my problems -- I can't seem to get away.