[ Blue lingers as close to Gansey as she thinks she can reasonably get away with doing. It's not like she expects him to vanish into thin air or something. But how's she to know? Especially now. She looks over at Henry when he speaks, brow furrowed a little. There's a lot on her mind and in her eyes, but what parts of it she ought to voice, she's not sure.
And she doesn't like that feeling much. Obstinately, she grabs a handful of Gansey's shirt, like she can somehow anchor him here. ]
Whatever you want to do, that's what we'll do. [ It's Gansey's to tell, she thinks. But, to keep a hold on how she's feeling, she adds a little: ] You should take advantage of that while you can, because I'm not going to make a habit out of letting you do whatever you want.
[ Utter bravado. There's no way she's fooling either of them with that, but in a way this is better. These are the only people she thinks she'd be okay with seeing her like this. Never mind that a whole bunch of people just did, thanks to that broadcast. Add that to the list of things she's not thinking about. ]
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And she doesn't like that feeling much. Obstinately, she grabs a handful of Gansey's shirt, like she can somehow anchor him here. ]
Whatever you want to do, that's what we'll do. [ It's Gansey's to tell, she thinks. But, to keep a hold on how she's feeling, she adds a little: ] You should take advantage of that while you can, because I'm not going to make a habit out of letting you do whatever you want.
[ Utter bravado. There's no way she's fooling either of them with that, but in a way this is better. These are the only people she thinks she'd be okay with seeing her like this. Never mind that a whole bunch of people just did, thanks to that broadcast. Add that to the list of things she's not thinking about. ]