Yayoi Nakayama (
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maskormenace2016-07-10 01:31 pm
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Hey, I know it's late but thanks to the seven people who knew I deserved to beat Ikki-kun in the election. I can't blame anyone who didn't vote for me either. Who the hell really wants some teenager speaking for them, right?
Anyway. I've been thinking about something for a while. About what I want to do here. How...do people decide that?
I guess I would have tried if I got elected. I would have done my best, but I don't think it would've made me happy. I guess I don't know if anything here really will... I mean, not like a job or whatever is supposed to. It's not like I'm depressed or anything. Training and learning about my powers is still fun, but I don't know what I'll do with it once I've got them all figured out. But it isn't that way for everyone here, is it?
So...I want to know how all of you did it—if you did. How did you figure out what you really wanted to do? Was it an accident? Did you just know? Did you have to try different things until you figured it out? I just... I don't know where to start, and I'm tired of just feeling frustrated with things all the time.
Anyway. I've been thinking about something for a while. About what I want to do here. How...do people decide that?
I guess I would have tried if I got elected. I would have done my best, but I don't think it would've made me happy. I guess I don't know if anything here really will... I mean, not like a job or whatever is supposed to. It's not like I'm depressed or anything. Training and learning about my powers is still fun, but I don't know what I'll do with it once I've got them all figured out. But it isn't that way for everyone here, is it?
So...I want to know how all of you did it—if you did. How did you figure out what you really wanted to do? Was it an accident? Did you just know? Did you have to try different things until you figured it out? I just... I don't know where to start, and I'm tired of just feeling frustrated with things all the time.

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But if you've no pressure to anything, then what is it you like to do and what are you good at?
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And why not? People get hurt anywhere.
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What good is a first aid kit going to do when there are people with magic healing all over the place?
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Are there that many? Someone ought to do a count.
Anyway, I know there are still hospitals here.
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after all, people worry a lot to start with if pursuing careers and things like that are worthwhile, because what if they leave tomorrow? will it have mattered? and so on.
but i got to thinking i wanna make my time here count. i don't want to waste seconds or years and be filled with regrets cause i didn't do anything. as for how i chose what to do...i just decided to go with what's most important to me, and that's helping people. i think it's important to follow what you're passionate about. whether or not you're good at it. because like...you can always improve, but you can't force yourself to love something, you know?
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How did you decide what the best way to help people was?
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point being, i did a lot of protecting my town back home and not much here has changed, so i figured something along those lines but without all the gimmicks was what i needed to go with. i guess it helps that my grandpa was a cop, too...but mostly in the sense that it helped me with knowing what i was getting into.
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Nice of you to think so, but the whole time I was just saying whatever I thought of at the moment.
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As for what I'm actually doing, mostly just whatever catches my interest. Largely things I wouldn't have been able to do at home.
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That doesn't sound any better than what I've been doing so far. Does any of it actually keep you interested?
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Occasionally, yes. I've been enjoying being a barista a lot longer than I thought I would.
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I think you need to end up following your heart a bit, here. What you enjoy, what interests you, what seems important. Maybe what you are good at, too.
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How long have you been trying to figure it out?
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Here, so I suppose since I arrived. Two years, almost.
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That might not be very helpful though. [ Skullman just wants to try goddamn everything at once because he has experienced Exactly Nothing. ] But everything is interesting to me, because I don't have much experience.
Maybe talking about it would help?
[ Is...is any of this even an answer?? ]
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I think coming up with a few more ideas won't hurt though. What kind of stuff have you been trying?
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But I think this might be...boring? You seem more energetic than that.
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I don't know.
I guess I want to feel like I'm doing something that matters
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