[Each cue only makes the certainty that something he did has caused this. Even as he replays every word and action and can't figure out what he's done that was so horribly out of step with normal routine.
The only conclusion was to fade back and only insert himself into Kidou's life when the need was necessary in regards to these projects. He didn't actually want to do such, because Kidou is(?) was(?) his friend even if just by his own definition of such. Yet, with what he was observing inserting himself even more into Kidou's life was problematic.
It's easy to lock such doubts down and keep such thoughts from his face as he once again nods in understanding. Even his lack of verbalizing, many just took for granted or that he 'reached his word limit for the day'. Kidou clearly wished to say what needed to be said and thus leave.]
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The only conclusion was to fade back and only insert himself into Kidou's life when the need was necessary in regards to these projects. He didn't actually want to do such, because Kidou is(?) was(?) his friend even if just by his own definition of such. Yet, with what he was observing inserting himself even more into Kidou's life was problematic.
It's easy to lock such doubts down and keep such thoughts from his face as he once again nods in understanding. Even his lack of verbalizing, many just took for granted or that he 'reached his word limit for the day'. Kidou clearly wished to say what needed to be said and thus leave.]