Utena Tenjou (
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Duel 01; Video
[There aren't any questions about what this place is or what it's like. Utena's already gotten used to all of that. She does, however, have a question about something else that's been on her mind: employment. She flops on her new bed and turns on her device, and the network will see a zoomed in image of her eye before she stretches her arms and raises her communicator, showing her from the shoulders up]
So. The government gives us these jobs when we get here, right? But what do you do when it's something you're not cut out for? Like...
[Okay, recording like this isn't very comfortable after all. She stops and rolls over on her side, and adjusts the camera so it's focusing mostly on her face]
I'm supposed to be a teacher, sort of. Or maybe instructor is a better way to put it? ...anyway, I'm supposed to give fencing lessons now. And it's not that I'm bad at it, but...
[She bites her lip and glances away for a moment, uncertain of how much she should (or how much she even wants to) explain about the duels.]
Well, I'm not really used to "standard" fencing matches. I mean, I've fenced before, but the last time I did the rules were kind of weird, and as soon as I got used to it the game would change again. The only real advice I could give is, "hey, don't get stabbed," but that's not really good advice, is it? I mean, that's what swordfighting is all about, I guess, but...
[She sighs, and flops back on her pillow]
I'm not really sure what I should do about this. I still need to talk to them - the people who run the lessons, not the guys who gave me the job - but... I guess I'm just worried that they'll expect more from me than what I can give them. That they'll expect me to be some master fencer from a movie or storybook or something like that. Has anyone else had to deal with that? With their bosses expecting them to be something they're not, I mean.
So. The government gives us these jobs when we get here, right? But what do you do when it's something you're not cut out for? Like...
[Okay, recording like this isn't very comfortable after all. She stops and rolls over on her side, and adjusts the camera so it's focusing mostly on her face]
I'm supposed to be a teacher, sort of. Or maybe instructor is a better way to put it? ...anyway, I'm supposed to give fencing lessons now. And it's not that I'm bad at it, but...
[She bites her lip and glances away for a moment, uncertain of how much she should (or how much she even wants to) explain about the duels.]
Well, I'm not really used to "standard" fencing matches. I mean, I've fenced before, but the last time I did the rules were kind of weird, and as soon as I got used to it the game would change again. The only real advice I could give is, "hey, don't get stabbed," but that's not really good advice, is it? I mean, that's what swordfighting is all about, I guess, but...
[She sighs, and flops back on her pillow]
I'm not really sure what I should do about this. I still need to talk to them - the people who run the lessons, not the guys who gave me the job - but... I guess I'm just worried that they'll expect more from me than what I can give them. That they'll expect me to be some master fencer from a movie or storybook or something like that. Has anyone else had to deal with that? With their bosses expecting them to be something they're not, I mean.
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[she furrows her brow again, thinking]
Well, the school year's almost over down here. Even if I went, I'd only be going for a few weeks. And it's not like they pay you to go to school, do they? I don't have to worry about paying rent, at least, but I still need to find a way to take care of everything else.
[She sighs, but soon her expression lightens as she remembers what else the woman said]
But you're right. It can't hurt to give it a shot, right? And if it doesn't work out, I can always look in the newspaper for stuff to do.
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Maybe you could even find something at the newspaper. The pay is lousy, but I know some of them that hire interns.
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[Wait, she's not going to be in middle school anymore, is she? She catches herself, and starts over]
...not for high schoolers, I mean. Is that something you used to do?
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[Or wait, are reporters just for television? WHO KNOWS. Either way, it sounds pretty interesting. And hey, if she got her start when she was her age...]
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[She trails off, her expression going dark before she glances down towards the floor]
...hey. Have you thought about doing something like that here? I mean, no offense if you don't want to, but... well, ever since I came here there's been all sorts of weird stuff going on. Sometimes it's hard to tell what to believe.
[Or who to believe.]
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I have, some. I made a few contacts and I've done some freelance stories. But it's harder, here. Being an imPort gives us a big boost, but I'm trying to prove I can do good work whether or not I'm some kind of celebrity.
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[She's definitely feeling better after this conversation. Just knowing that she has other options makes classes a little bit less intimidating.]
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[Don't mind her, she just needs a sec to check that id again]
...Fisher. Good luck with your articles - though I guess if you got this far, you probably don't need it.
[And unless she has anything else to say, Utena will let her go]
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