[even with her short stay on gem-controlled earth, Lapis knew that very well; she was originally created to terraform, after all, and the landscape of any planet she was meant to visit was vital to her briefing.
there was a sort of irony in how the lack of a hole could open up such a large one in her chest, but she doesn't have the mental energy to do more than brush it aside for the time being. it was tiresome, having to stare at her life through the lens of so many cruel jokes.]
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[even with her short stay on gem-controlled earth, Lapis knew that very well; she was originally created to terraform, after all, and the landscape of any planet she was meant to visit was vital to her briefing.
there was a sort of irony in how the lack of a hole could open up such a large one in her chest, but she doesn't have the mental energy to do more than brush it aside for the time being. it was tiresome, having to stare at her life through the lens of so many cruel jokes.]