past trauma. trust issues, paranoia, pain, regret, mistakes that are hard to live with, habits from living in a much more violent place and on a much tighter budget - it's a lot to unlearn. part of it is learning what's actually you and what's a habit from living where you were before, if that makes sense.
it takes a while to sort through all that mental white noise and get used to the way things are now and actually seeing them as they are.
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it takes a while to sort through all that mental white noise and get used to the way things are now and actually seeing them as they are.