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maskormenace2017-11-26 10:12 am
articulations) wrote in maskormenace2017-11-26 10:12 am
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[ She'll break her month long network radio silence today, though it was never radio silence as she'd been lurking and responding through private conversations. Now she'll address the network as a whole, prepared or not for who might respond. ]
This is a question for everyone, the only exception being those who share with me the same galaxy.
Where you're from, what did you do? Did you live your life freely? Were you in charge of anything or anyone?
For me, there has been nothing but a war. It was all I knew. And now that I'm here, I admit I'm at a loss on what I should do with myself. I feel as though I'm living a quiet life, something I never thought possible. But it feels like a life without direction.
Should I take this time to reflect and relax? How?
It's a difficult concept to grasp when I've been at the front for so long, leading and guiding teams and missions.
[ If this outs her then Leia won't care so much. It's obvious by her involvement back home that she's at the head of the Rebellion. Nothing can come of it here and nothing can come of it back home, from what she's been told. ]
This isn't about being bored. I'm not. I'm simply not used to sitting around as often as I am now. Being left to your thoughts for so long, your thoughts can quicky become your enemy.
This is a question for everyone, the only exception being those who share with me the same galaxy.
Where you're from, what did you do? Did you live your life freely? Were you in charge of anything or anyone?
For me, there has been nothing but a war. It was all I knew. And now that I'm here, I admit I'm at a loss on what I should do with myself. I feel as though I'm living a quiet life, something I never thought possible. But it feels like a life without direction.
Should I take this time to reflect and relax? How?
It's a difficult concept to grasp when I've been at the front for so long, leading and guiding teams and missions.
[ If this outs her then Leia won't care so much. It's obvious by her involvement back home that she's at the head of the Rebellion. Nothing can come of it here and nothing can come of it back home, from what she's been told. ]
This isn't about being bored. I'm not. I'm simply not used to sitting around as often as I am now. Being left to your thoughts for so long, your thoughts can quicky become your enemy.
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To be perfectly honest, I'm more afraid here than I ever was in the thick of a battle. I'm familiar with what's going on back home. I know that war, I know the people involved. Being here, it's unpredictable. That's what frightens me.
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It is scary. But there are good things here too. I have days that are normal. There's hope that I couldn't have had before. But sometimes that hope is scary too.
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[ This poor girl. ]
Hope can be scary, you never know if it'll work out the way you want it to.
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And hope's dangerous too. It can lead you to trust the wrong person.