[ Oh, more in common than she first thought. (But if this girl pulls out that one of her dads is a werewolf, she's just going to stare at the ceiling like "how.")]
We don't always take after our parents as they are. Sometimes we become what we wanted to see, instead — or what we thought they needed.
As for continuing, well, it's not like I have a choice in the matter, right? It's going to happen whether I work up my own motivation, or I let the rest of the world carry me forward. It doesn't take much. Still, I don't enjoy wallowing in the past or in my own misery, either, so I try to focus on other things. Anything to get my mind off of the past, or the future.
It is difficult, though. My heart is weak, and sometimes it feels like my emotions are all burned out; it's harder for me to be happy or excited about anything, but it's harder to be angry or sad, too. It's like the sky is always overcast, but it never rains, and the clouds never break. So, I might not be the best person to ask about something like this. My advice isn't very good.
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We don't always take after our parents as they are. Sometimes we become what we wanted to see, instead — or what we thought they needed.
As for continuing, well, it's not like I have a choice in the matter, right? It's going to happen whether I work up my own motivation, or I let the rest of the world carry me forward. It doesn't take much. Still, I don't enjoy wallowing in the past or in my own misery, either, so I try to focus on other things. Anything to get my mind off of the past, or the future.
It is difficult, though. My heart is weak, and sometimes it feels like my emotions are all burned out; it's harder for me to be happy or excited about anything, but it's harder to be angry or sad, too. It's like the sky is always overcast, but it never rains, and the clouds never break. So, I might not be the best person to ask about something like this. My advice isn't very good.