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𝔇𝔬𝔠𝔱𝔬𝔯 𝔇𝔞𝔳𝔦𝔡 𝔅𝔩𝔞𝔨𝔢 ([personal profile] halfblaked) wrote in [community profile] maskormenace2018-06-17 03:59 pm

02 | Video

As a professor, whenever a holiday comes, it's always an opportunity for learning, and today happens to not be an exception, despite the personal nature of the holiday.

I suspect there are not many who celebrate such things, but perhaps it is a nice time to speak of them, considering it's father's day. I'm reflecting on fathers of myth, of course, not real ones -- but, ah, if you need someone to listen, I am, of course, here to listen.

There are, unfortunately, not a terribly high amount of good fathers in mythology, at least from my world. Sometimes, if you think of yourself as a poor parent, you can at least remember that you are no Zeus, or Hiranyakashipu. One was merely...devoted to sowing his progeny around Greece, as we all know, but Hiranyakashipu attempted multiple times to murder his son, because he worshipped a god he hated. [ A soft chuckle, and a shake of his head. ] I worried about moving too much, with mine! I suppose things could be worse. Then again, there is also Cronus, the god who ate his sons, [ he starts ticking on his fingers, ] Tantalus, Izanagi, Abraham...

Well, we're not short on those, are we? [ A soft chuckle, and a shake of his head. ]

I suppose there's something to be said, when we consider ourselves bad parents, yes? Not that we should ever excuse ourselves. [ A beat. ] I suppose I'm just...thoughtful, today. Moreso than I thought I would be. [ Another pause. ]

Are there others out there, who are thinking of things like this today?
fettering: (at fifty-thousand degrees)

[personal profile] fettering 2018-06-18 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
that's a lot to take in
though idk why, it shouldn't be that different from any other god being reborn
except bc lu has been waiting so long for yehoshua at home
fettering: (something in the look you give)

[personal profile] fettering 2018-06-18 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
since he was killed, and because lu was in love with him
fettering: (who can't be loved)

[personal profile] fettering 2018-06-18 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
idk i've never asked him
pretty sure he wouldn't tell me anyway, it's already weird enough for him that i am what i am
fettering: (just waiting to burst out)

[personal profile] fettering 2018-06-18 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
well, with me being yehoshua's clone, and lu having basically raised me
fettering: (to run and yell all the way)

[personal profile] fettering 2018-06-18 04:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ huh. ] i guess in a weird way
i'm still just a copy of the real one tho
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[personal profile] fettering 2018-06-18 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
i'm him, but i'm not
i'm damaged, and i don't have his memories
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[personal profile] fettering 2018-06-18 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
that's not exactly what i meant, but that's nice of you to say
honestly, it's been great seeing other people around that are kind of like me


[ kind of. being one of the pantheon is pretty different from being a direct clone, but.. it's close enough. closer than anything he's ever had before, anyway. ]

how did it start, anyway? and why??
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[personal profile] fettering 2018-06-18 05:26 am (UTC)(link)
it's not your fault! i'm deaf, so the people that made me would have replaced me with a corrected version if they'd had the time

what's the great darkness?? how is it that it keeps coming back?
fettering: (who can't be loved)

[personal profile] fettering 2018-06-19 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
it's not really cruel when you're trying for a perfect copy

but the gods always manage to beat it back?
[ sounds like something meant to inspire people, maybe? like what the pantheon already does. ]
fettering: (somehow good love hurts me worse)

[personal profile] fettering 2018-06-19 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
that sounds terrible and exhausting
to come back over and over again and fight the same fight
fettering: (who can't be loved)

[personal profile] fettering 2018-06-19 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
it's sadistic [ and considering where he was born and how he was raised, who eventually claimed him.. well, he doesn't like to think about it, but he does know something about sadism. ]
whoever or whatever locked them into those roles

[ wait. ]

how long do they have left? the ones that came here
what's going to happen? will the nanomachines keep them alive?
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[personal profile] fettering 2018-06-20 12:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ .. ah. sacrifice. for a little while there, he'd.. forgotten. that's what he's really meant to be, too, isn't it? and yet, he'd simply accepted it as a fact of his existence. he was created, he's lived, he'll die to give yehoshua back to lucifer and the world.

realizing he's shaking a little, he pushes the thought harshly away, ignoring it, forgetting it again. he's not real. it doesn't matter. ]


i don't know if i can help if things get bad, but i have my template's abilities. [ so. he's available if they want him to try. ]
fettering: (to run and yell all the way)

[personal profile] fettering 2018-06-20 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
i don't think about it most of the time [ they're not really his, after all. ]
i try not to use them much
mostly healing here and there
and sometimes i make things change
i'm really good with plants and animals like me a lot :)

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