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[anthropophagite]

[ text is easier when you are a bit of a coward and hate facing your issues. So Kaneki is using text! ]

I know it's normal for people to come and go, and sometimes to come back. But how normal is it that some of those people don't remember being here? Specially if they spent years here, I don't understand how memories can vanish just like that.

I was told multiple-universes exist, so maybe that person who was here isn't really me. I wonder where he went to, though, and if he can come back. I think it's a bit unfair to the people left behind who knew him, but I really don't think I'm him. I'm sorry about that, we can be friends again but we would have to start over.


I'm thinking about going back to college but I'm not sure what to expect from this place. Has anyone tried it? Do I need to do anything special in order to enroll or do I just show them my imPort tattoo? [ he is being a bit cheeky, but can you blame him ]

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[anthropophagite]

We shouldn't, but we are. And we make connections to others and friends and they are important to us. I wouldn't want to suddenly be gone and forget my friends. [ that includes you, Bakugou, by the way /8 ]

[hot_handed]

Who said I wanted to forget?

We're going to beat those assholes, take their tech and go home with it and our memories.

[anthropophagite]

[ BAKUGOU............. ]

From what I've gathered, a lot of people tried t do something about it before, but nobody really knows much.

I'm more worried about the people that used to know that person who was here before, though.

[hot_handed]

For a nerd you're a fucking dumbass.

Once we kill them they can visit that other version of you who was probably a loser.

[anthropophagite]

[ DO YOU LISTEN TO YOURSELF ]

I told you, people have tried to do stuff with the Porter before and nothing worked.

[hot_handed]

[No. He doesn't.]

But were they given full access to it or did they break in?

[anthropophagite]

I don't know the details. ImPorts got sick thanks to whatever was done, though.

But imPorts have been showing up in this world for a long time and no one knows much about the Porter or how everything works. I'm guessing a lot of scientists already tried to studying it.

[hot_handed]

I already knew that.

But you don't know for sure. And limited access would mean those nerds might not be able to figure shit out. That's why I'm going to buy it from 'em. So quit your whining.

[anthropophagite]

No, I don't think such a thing would be for sale...

Besides, Bakugou-kun, are you a scientist?

[hot_handed]

Fuck you. You wanna keep whining about how GUILTY you feel but you ain't actually going to do something to make sure it doesn't happen again. I will buy it. They won't be able to say no.

I can hire science nerds.

[anthropophagite]

I'm apologizing to the people who knew that person. There is nothing I can do about not being him. [ he doesn't feel guilty that he doesn't remember,he just feels bad for those who do, specially because he can't do anything about it.

And no, buying the Porter is not an option. But honestly, Kaneki isn't going to try to explain why, he feels like it'd be a waste of time. ]

[hot_handed]

Why the fuck are you apologizing for something that's out of your control? You being here isn't stopping him from returning.

[anthropophagite]

Because it still hurts being forgotten, specially by people you have been friends with for a long time.

And I don't know about that.

[hot_handed]

And that's got nothing to do with you. Not your problem.

You don't not know either.

[anthropophagite]

Of course it is. I'm a version of him. And I don't want to hurt people like that.

I think it'd be very freaky if he came back and I was here.

[hot_handed]

But you ain't him.

You wouldn't kill your double?

[anthropophagite]

It doesn't matter, I still don't want people to feel like that.

Of course not! Why would I?!

[hot_handed]

Why do I know you?

You're the one who said he freaks you out.

[anthropophagite]

There is nothing wrong being kind to others and feeling for others.

It's freaky because we'd look at the same, that's all. I don't even know how he was like.

[hot_handed]

Shut up.

Good thing you don't have a twin. You'd probably piss your pants.

[anthropophagite]

A twin is not the same as a multi-universe older version of yourself.

[hot_handed]

LMAO HE WAS OLDER THAN YOU

[anthropophagite]

Someone told me he was here for 5-6 years, of course he was older.

[hot_handed]

I know how to do fucking math, asshole.

Just surprised you could survive that long, being so jumpy and shit.

[anthropophagite]

[ TO BE FAIR... HE KINDA IS TOO ]

I'm not jumpy.