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[facepalmchampion]

I'm trying to decide something important to me and likely not to you. Since I can't decide, I'm going to leave it to npcs and randos to tell me their experiences first. That's the best way to get a good, honest, cut and dry isn't it? Asking anonymously and letting the worst of what could be said eek out of the darker corners of your hearts?

So, hero or bystander: What was the most horrible thing you did both back at home, and the most horrible thing you've done here to, or in this place. Maybe to its inhabitants?

Go ahead, try and shock me. Anon me if you have to, lock it if you want to, or be brave and put your name to your sins for the world to see. I don't really care as long as you tell the truth.

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[facepalmchampion]

Do you regret being stopped? Would you have rather just kept going and let yourself finally give in to whatever it is causing this loss of control?

[anthropophagite]

Of course I wanted to be stopped. I love them, I don't wish to bring them any harm.

[facepalmchampion]

You know, sometimes, even if you love someone you'll end up hurting them. In retrospect, I understand at least that much, personally. I wouldn't care you if you want to revise what you said and if that wasn't the truth. I don't really care to judge you, I just want to make sure you're being truthful to both of us.

[anthropophagite]

Yes, that can happen. It doesn't mean I want it to happen on purpose.

Questioning that won't change the answer.

[facepalmchampion]

Maybe if you'd let yourself go you'd actually find peace. Sometimes it's more dangerous to hold on and it sound like you're struggling with whatever it is to stop if it's your darkest story.

[anthropophagite]

[ Really? That's your suggestion, kill people you love? ]

I don't think this conversation will get very far.

[facepalmchampion]

[That's not what he said, but the stranger can have his guilt whatever way he wants it.]

I hear that a lot, that's what happens when honesty finds someone who's feeling guilty. I'm just saying if you can't control it, find an outlet.

[anthropophagite]

If I can't control it, I learn how to. Like people do, usually.

[facepalmchampion]

That's not always the best option, but I applaud your want to try. Let me pose to you a more hypothetical question. Something that will further help me, even if you've helped already. Alright?

[anthropophagite]

... alright? [ this is anonymous, after all ]

[facepalmchampion]

If you were to see someone who you hated, who was your most despised rival, or someone who had done extreme wrong in a life or death situation... What would you do? In the general vein of walking away, or helping, or even the aftermath if you decided to help. There's no right answer, just as I've said there's only honesty.

That's all I want.

[anthropophagite]

I don't know what I'd do, there is no such person in my life.
I wouldn't kill a person, though.

[facepalmchampion]

That's why it's hypothetical, you didn't need someone like that to answer the question. I like your answer, though, that you wouldn't kill them. Sometimes death isn't the best option.

I do suggest though, that you find an outlet. Take it from someone who knows.

[anthropophagite]

There is no other answer to it. I'm not a murderer. [ he doesn't want to be ]

You understand your situation. Not all are similar [ nobody knows kaneki's. No one is a ghoul, and even if they were, kaneki would still be different from them because he is still half-human. ]