Isaac Clarke (
abadidea) wrote in
maskormenace2015-06-06 11:00 pm
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[Isaac clears his throat before he actually speaks.]
So...today was June 6th. That makes two birthdays here. [He's quiet for a moment, almost as though he's surprised himself that he actually paid attention to the days.] I...uh...time went by really fast. I guess, with all the crazy stuff that's been happening, it makes sense I lost track of it.
[He's quiet for another moment before he clears his throat again.]
Anyway, that means I've been here a little over a year, and the place hasn't... [He trails off. There is literally no reason to show everyone you're the crazy guy, Isaac.] ...it's been really nice, actually. A little...antique, but nice.
[Another pause. He's not very good at one-sided conversations.]
So, I was wondering, for those of you who've been here a while, too, and maybe come from places that, well, from pretty bad situations, have you put any thought into...your future? Here, I mean? What did you come up with?
So...today was June 6th. That makes two birthdays here. [He's quiet for a moment, almost as though he's surprised himself that he actually paid attention to the days.] I...uh...time went by really fast. I guess, with all the crazy stuff that's been happening, it makes sense I lost track of it.
[He's quiet for another moment before he clears his throat again.]
Anyway, that means I've been here a little over a year, and the place hasn't... [He trails off. There is literally no reason to show everyone you're the crazy guy, Isaac.] ...it's been really nice, actually. A little...antique, but nice.
[Another pause. He's not very good at one-sided conversations.]
So, I was wondering, for those of you who've been here a while, too, and maybe come from places that, well, from pretty bad situations, have you put any thought into...your future? Here, I mean? What did you come up with?

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Are you mad because I didn't tell you I was turning 51? How is that a cause for celebration?
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[ He scoffs. ] It's still a birthday, come on! I would've bought you a drink.
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ive never taken the time 2 actually enjoy it. ♣
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[Definitely not an after-thought or anything:]
Happy birthday.
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[This is a very important question, okay?
And then off-handedly-]
Uh, thanks.
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[his tone is a bit dry, but...there is some honest well-wishing in there. poor guy seems a bit...distant.]
Right now, I'm still trying to figure that out- all I know for sure is that the future isn't as clear as I used to think it was.
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[ Now he'll get to guiltily wonder if this will inspire his girlfriend to start asking about their future. Because Matt doesn't know how to have that conversation in the context of this place. ]
I don't know what else there is to do but carry on. Everyone is here for the foreseeable future. You could leave at any moment, but you could also die at any moment, too, and nobody ruminates too hard on that.
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[Sorry, Matt. Not sorry >.>]
There's nothing different there from home, either. It's...not exactly a safe place.
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Little late for it now, but -- [ Exhales. ] Happy birthday. I probably owe you a drink.
[ And an apology, after he'd been rude in the face of Isaac's distress, but you know. Baby steps. ]
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[He chuckles.]
And thanks. I appreciate it.
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Happy birthday, by the way. Two years is a long time.
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