maskormenace | 003. Video

[An incredibly haggard looking Drew appears on the screen, broadcasting to the entire world. His eyes are rimmed with dark circles marking sleeplessness, where there isn't black there's the puffy pink of a man who might've been crying recently.

He'd taken a few days to process what'd happened and somehow, in the midst of the mind-numbing insomnia and guilt he decided a public confession needed to be made. When he speaks his voice is raw and raspy and the only light in the room is from the crack left in his curtains, allowing daylight to filter through.]

So I uh, I guess I lied about some things. [He hears his voice and realizes how shitty it was, coughing slightly to clear his throat.] When I talked to any of you, I told y'all werewolves weren't dangerous, that we were regular members of society and we could control ourselves. I guess that ain't exactly true.

[His voice cracks again.] See the thing is, we feel things a little different, everythin' just comes on a little strong. An' hell, I can be weak... an' I was weak last week. I let the wolf take over an' drowned the human part of me in poison. An' I uh- [A deep breath.] I killed someone, a guy called Toby. Now I know it ain't permanent or anythin' but I guess I had to tell everyone that 'm not just the nice guy I wanted to be, I can understand if there're people out there who won't wanna talk to me anymore. Hell I don't even wanna know me right now. Shit hit the fan and I didn't leave myself in a position to control it.

[His voice goes quieter.] To anyone out there who I was really friendly with, I get it if y'wanna keep your distance- I fucked up, maybe stayin' away from me is the best thing y'can do. I'm gonna try fix things... its just gonna be hard, but I want y'all to know that this ain't what every werewolf does... I don't wanna hurt the cause 'cause of my own emotions... it ain't the species, its just one bad person.

[Now that his confession is done the wind is visibly gone from his sails, he seems almost haunted as the feed stays on for a couple seconds before clicking off.]

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I'm not self-sacrificing I'm maybe just gonna hibernate for the winter.
Uh Clary... what are they gonna do? Last time I checked people round here don't exactly know how to kill a werewolf??

And I did nothing. Just told him I was fucking Toby and I'm pretty sure the kid hates me now.

they could figure it out.

[ Not many people walk around with Seraph blades here. But there are other ways. And she's just worried for him. ]

jesus.
did he think you two were going steady?

they probably could. but there's a reason I'm known for being the quickest in my pack and it ain't cause I jump into bed with any fucker who says hi to me.

[Which is kind of how he got into this whole situation to begin with.]

and uh, idk? I mean... he probably thinks I'm some kinda black widow / preying mantis considering I killed Toby and we were fucking too.

[ She's getting a headache. This is unreal. ]

holy shit.
i thought i had relationship drama.

[ She's not entirely sure what to do. Toby is her friend, so is Grey, so is Drew. And everything in her head is so black and white. Murder is bad. But could he have controlled himself? Or is she just watching someone tear himself apart because he had no choice? ]

hah. this is the exact reason I don't do relationships. One night stands are fun an all but I never expected to be this amount of emotional bullshit to go with it.