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maskormenace2016-05-24 08:14 am
dualismum) wrote in maskormenace2016-05-24 08:14 am
Entry tags:
- jaime reyes | blue beetle,
- † aunt cass | n/a,
- † barnaby brooks jr. | n/a,
- † charles xavier | professor x,
- † count dooku | darth tyranus,
- † hinami fueguchi | n/a,
- † jessica jones | n/a,
- † josuke higashikata | crazy diamond,
- † kanaya maryam-lalonde | psychopomp,
- † ken kaneki | one eyed king,
- † lapis lazuli | n/a,
- † sabriel | abhorsen,
- † sasha blouse | n/a,
- † skull man | dcn-036,
- † tobias matthews | n/a,
- † will graham | wolf trap,
- † yuri petrov | lunatic
[ Voice ]
[ Sasaki will be using audio for this because it's much easier when you can't see his face. ] ... I think I'm done running from the elephant in the room.
Three years ago, SS rated ghoul Ken Kaneki was captured by the CCG and lost his memories. And from that, I came to existence. I'm legally a human, but not biologically, and I have no memories beyond the three years I've lived. [ so yes. Haise is technically Kaneki ] I know that this body is Kaneki's, and I know that Kaneki is somewhere inside my head I don't really remember anything about Kaneki's life; I don't know who his mother is, I don't know how he met his little sister, and I don't know what he felt when he woke up after being turned into an artificial ghoul.
But ever since I stepped out of the Porter, I know everything that Kaneki felt and lived while in this world. I know the people he met here and matter to him, I know his sadness and his loneliness, I know his happiness and I know his feelings. It's as if these are my memories, even though I'm not Kaneki. I'm not; I'm just... a dream. With two years worth of memories.
[ there is a moment of silence as sasaki tries to gather his thoughts ]
I know Kaneki will slowly take over, and with time all of the memories will return and I will no longer be Sasaki. I will be replaced with the real thing. And yet, I really want to exist. I don't want to fade away, that's why- it was really scary when I arrived here, when I looked at your faces, everytime you called me Kaneki, everytime you expected him.
I still can't tell you what is happening. It's a mess. [ he sighs, defeated ] About that night when Kaneki went crazy and attacked people- I remember it all as if I was the one doing it, so I want to apologize. I'll be visiting the native victims, and the imPorts he hurt and attacked, I'm terribly sorry for what has happened. And the person who triggered that whole mayhem- [ sasaki isn't going to say the name; he knows who it is ] We are going to talk.
Three years ago, SS rated ghoul Ken Kaneki was captured by the CCG and lost his memories. And from that, I came to existence. I'm legally a human, but not biologically, and I have no memories beyond the three years I've lived. [ so yes. Haise is technically Kaneki ] I know that this body is Kaneki's, and I know that Kaneki is somewhere inside my head I don't really remember anything about Kaneki's life; I don't know who his mother is, I don't know how he met his little sister, and I don't know what he felt when he woke up after being turned into an artificial ghoul.
But ever since I stepped out of the Porter, I know everything that Kaneki felt and lived while in this world. I know the people he met here and matter to him, I know his sadness and his loneliness, I know his happiness and I know his feelings. It's as if these are my memories, even though I'm not Kaneki. I'm not; I'm just... a dream. With two years worth of memories.
[ there is a moment of silence as sasaki tries to gather his thoughts ]
I know Kaneki will slowly take over, and with time all of the memories will return and I will no longer be Sasaki. I will be replaced with the real thing. And yet, I really want to exist. I don't want to fade away, that's why- it was really scary when I arrived here, when I looked at your faces, everytime you called me Kaneki, everytime you expected him.
I still can't tell you what is happening. It's a mess. [ he sighs, defeated ] About that night when Kaneki went crazy and attacked people- I remember it all as if I was the one doing it, so I want to apologize. I'll be visiting the native victims, and the imPorts he hurt and attacked, I'm terribly sorry for what has happened. And the person who triggered that whole mayhem- [ sasaki isn't going to say the name; he knows who it is ] We are going to talk.
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uuuhm. Video games? Running around. Exploring.
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Exploring and running sound good. And I do play video games back home, one of my subordinates is a gamer. I got some pretty mad skills myself, I just don't show it often.
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don't think I believe you!
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Video games aren't cartoons.
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no but they do pretty much go together!
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Or Legend of Zelda. Or Tekken.
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don't remember them being good or anything they were like, old reruns.
But it's the same like, demographic, man!
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I don't know, like I said, I never watched.
Anyway, I think games are more amusing than cartoons. because you can actually interact, if it makes sense. Plus I can show other people the game master I am.
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okay, yeah, games are way better for showing off how awesome you are.
that's one way i'd do it since I'm super awesome.
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There is an Arcade in nonah, it's pretty good. I go there time to time to play. [ he has no money for gaming platforms, arcade is the only thing he has ]
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Are you suggesting a challenge? Of honor? VIDEO GAME HONOR?!
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A duel, if you will.
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But yes! A duel. I'll let you choose the game.
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At DDR.
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Say when and where and I will show you my strength.
At dancing I guess.
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