Sasaki Haise (Kaneki Ken) (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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maskormenace2016-05-24 08:14 am
dualismum) wrote in maskormenace2016-05-24 08:14 am
Entry tags:
- jaime reyes | blue beetle,
- † aunt cass | n/a,
- † barnaby brooks jr. | n/a,
- † charles xavier | professor x,
- † count dooku | darth tyranus,
- † hinami fueguchi | n/a,
- † jessica jones | n/a,
- † josuke higashikata | crazy diamond,
- † kanaya maryam-lalonde | psychopomp,
- † ken kaneki | one eyed king,
- † lapis lazuli | n/a,
- † sabriel | abhorsen,
- † sasha blouse | n/a,
- † skull man | dcn-036,
- † tobias matthews | n/a,
- † will graham | wolf trap,
- † yuri petrov | lunatic
[ Voice ]
[ Sasaki will be using audio for this because it's much easier when you can't see his face. ] ... I think I'm done running from the elephant in the room.
Three years ago, SS rated ghoul Ken Kaneki was captured by the CCG and lost his memories. And from that, I came to existence. I'm legally a human, but not biologically, and I have no memories beyond the three years I've lived. [ so yes. Haise is technically Kaneki ] I know that this body is Kaneki's, and I know that Kaneki is somewhere inside my head I don't really remember anything about Kaneki's life; I don't know who his mother is, I don't know how he met his little sister, and I don't know what he felt when he woke up after being turned into an artificial ghoul.
But ever since I stepped out of the Porter, I know everything that Kaneki felt and lived while in this world. I know the people he met here and matter to him, I know his sadness and his loneliness, I know his happiness and I know his feelings. It's as if these are my memories, even though I'm not Kaneki. I'm not; I'm just... a dream. With two years worth of memories.
[ there is a moment of silence as sasaki tries to gather his thoughts ]
I know Kaneki will slowly take over, and with time all of the memories will return and I will no longer be Sasaki. I will be replaced with the real thing. And yet, I really want to exist. I don't want to fade away, that's why- it was really scary when I arrived here, when I looked at your faces, everytime you called me Kaneki, everytime you expected him.
I still can't tell you what is happening. It's a mess. [ he sighs, defeated ] About that night when Kaneki went crazy and attacked people- I remember it all as if I was the one doing it, so I want to apologize. I'll be visiting the native victims, and the imPorts he hurt and attacked, I'm terribly sorry for what has happened. And the person who triggered that whole mayhem- [ sasaki isn't going to say the name; he knows who it is ] We are going to talk.
Three years ago, SS rated ghoul Ken Kaneki was captured by the CCG and lost his memories. And from that, I came to existence. I'm legally a human, but not biologically, and I have no memories beyond the three years I've lived. [ so yes. Haise is technically Kaneki ] I know that this body is Kaneki's, and I know that Kaneki is somewhere inside my head I don't really remember anything about Kaneki's life; I don't know who his mother is, I don't know how he met his little sister, and I don't know what he felt when he woke up after being turned into an artificial ghoul.
But ever since I stepped out of the Porter, I know everything that Kaneki felt and lived while in this world. I know the people he met here and matter to him, I know his sadness and his loneliness, I know his happiness and I know his feelings. It's as if these are my memories, even though I'm not Kaneki. I'm not; I'm just... a dream. With two years worth of memories.
[ there is a moment of silence as sasaki tries to gather his thoughts ]
I know Kaneki will slowly take over, and with time all of the memories will return and I will no longer be Sasaki. I will be replaced with the real thing. And yet, I really want to exist. I don't want to fade away, that's why- it was really scary when I arrived here, when I looked at your faces, everytime you called me Kaneki, everytime you expected him.
I still can't tell you what is happening. It's a mess. [ he sighs, defeated ] About that night when Kaneki went crazy and attacked people- I remember it all as if I was the one doing it, so I want to apologize. I'll be visiting the native victims, and the imPorts he hurt and attacked, I'm terribly sorry for what has happened. And the person who triggered that whole mayhem- [ sasaki isn't going to say the name; he knows who it is ] We are going to talk.
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I think i will try something other than that and actually use colors.
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i don't know if I can draw people, but I'll do my best!
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Congratulations, by the way.
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[After a brief pause,] You know what? Consider this a formal invitation. Please join us on our special day, if you would.
[Because you seem really nice, and because he might as well spend time with you before you're replaced by the other guy. Nothing against him, since Toby and Kaneki have never met, but still. That's a sad story right there.]
Trust that I won't be offended if you decline the invitation, of course. I completely understand, since we barely know each other and all.
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[ TOBY. You are really nice and such but- did you know Kaneki once ate the hand of your future husband? He is pretty sure he won't be welcomed.
He doesn't want to say no, neither explain why not but - ]
well, I will try! I can't promise I will come because something might come up, but if it doesn't- I will go. [ something WILL come up, sorry Toby....... ]
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As such, Toby chuckles pleasantly, and his beaming can be heard through his voice.] Ah, I do look forward to it if you would come.
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