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[hostage]

[Goodbye to the Jesse who was a clean and successful art student, hello again to the Jesse who looks like he spent the last three nights sleeping under a bridge.]

Been thinking about this the past couple days, trying to figure out how I really feel about it, but you know what? I still feel the same as I did before:

It was shitty.

It was shitty for you guys to change us back without asking if that's what we wanted. A lot of us were better off the way we were last week. The next time something like that happens, maybe ask how we fucking feel about it.

[He just had to get that off his chest.]

Comments

[fullofrage]

Never really thought of it. Usually just distracted myself.

Although, knowing how easy it would've been to miss out on the best thing that ever happened to me makes me wonder what else I missed out on just by sleeping in or choosing not to go out or something.

[hostage]

Yeah, I think about that shit all the time. And now knowing for sure how it coulda gone...

[fullofrage]

Well, it coulda gone worse, too, right?

[hostage]

I'm, uh... I'm not sure it could.

[fullofrage]

It could always be worse. Trust me.

[hostage]

I just can't think how.

[fullofrage]

You could've, like...gotten decapitated. That'd suck.

[Tristan's...not actually that great at pep talks.]

[hostage]

It'd be fast, at least.