anon text - blocked from matt WHAT TIME IS IT?? RELATIONSHIP DRAMA TIME

[h2no]

what do u do when u fuck up so bad u hurt the person you love??? and they might not come back to u and things might not be the same ever again
like htheyll still talk 2 you but u know its the [mamoswine?? no that'll give him away... what the hell are they normally called??] large animal in the room that ur not even smart enough to talk abt properly
and that mayb talking inst the way forward

this is very self pitying and dumb I KNOW but im at wits end here fellow imports
i dont know what ill do i f i loose em forever

Comments

[h2no]

yes
i also cried which i'm worried he might've seen as manipulative
even though he also cried

[incogneto]

Okay, maybe write down what you want to say, and send it in a note.

[h2no]

im not very...................... word
i dont wordsmith well

[incogneto]

Okay, well what kind of things do you want to say, maybe I can help you edit

[h2no]

i dont know
just
im sorry
im sorry for hurting him and making him feel like he wasnt worth my time even though i didnt intend for that to be the result
im sorry he felt he had to go out on his own because obviously i wasnt enough and made him think i didnt have his back

[incogneto]

What's wrong with saying just that?

[h2no]

not enough

[incogneto]

What about promising it won't happen again?

[h2no]

i dont think my word means shit to him right now

[incogneto]

How recent was this?

[h2no]

porter shit
so
seven months ago for me
couple days for him

[incogneto]

Maybe

give it a little time

[h2no]

thats the general consensus
its just hard when ive had so long to think over it and want to make it right immediately
im sure you understand how bad it is seeing the person you love miserable
moreso when its beause of you