anon text - blocked from matt WHAT TIME IS IT?? RELATIONSHIP DRAMA TIME

[h2no]

what do u do when u fuck up so bad u hurt the person you love??? and they might not come back to u and things might not be the same ever again
like htheyll still talk 2 you but u know its the [mamoswine?? no that'll give him away... what the hell are they normally called??] large animal in the room that ur not even smart enough to talk abt properly
and that mayb talking inst the way forward

this is very self pitying and dumb I KNOW but im at wits end here fellow imports
i dont know what ill do i f i loose em forever

Comments

[h2no]

I DON'T SCREAM AT HIM, I SCREAM INTO HIM.

[heliophilic]

Not
Better

[h2no]

IF I DON'T THEN HE JUST COMES OVER TO ME AND LAYS IN MY LAP UNTIL I DO.
HE KNOWS HE'S MY EMOTIONAL CRUTCH.

[heliophilic]

Giving attention =/= 'Scream into me please'

[h2no]

ONE DAY YOU WILL MEET HIM.
THEN YOU WILL UNDERSTAND.

[heliophilic]

Now that you mention it

How come I've never met your pets?

Excuse me

Poketmans

[h2no]

I'LL SHOW YOU LATER ONCE I'M DONE CRYING

[heliophilic]

So what you're telling me is

I'll never meet them

[h2no]

VERY FUNNY BUT ALSO TRUE. SAD.

[heliophilic]

Look, I said I'd look into it

Would a change of scenery help at all?

[h2no]

DO I WANT TO CRY IN THE PARK? NO. I'M HAPPY NOT BEING IN PUBLIC.

[heliophilic]

I was about to say come cry at my place, but I can dump your ass in the park too

[h2no]

I'M FINE WHERE I AM, THANKS.

[heliophilic]

No you aren't

Otherwise none of this conversation would have occurred

[h2no]

OKAY, FAIR.

[heliophilic]

Have you remembered to breathe recently?

[h2no]

TECHNICALLY I DON'T NEED TO
BUT YES

[heliophilic]

Slowly?

[h2no]

YES.
NO.
UHHHH WHAT'S SLOWLY ISN'T BREATHING SLOWLY DANGEROUS

[heliophilic]

That's short. Short breaths means you're hyperventilating.

Deep breathing can help calm people a bit.

[h2no]

IS THAT WHY I'M SO DIZZY???

[heliophilic]

That would be why.

Take a deep breath. Breathe in through your nose, out through your mouth.

[h2no]

NOT WORKING IS IT THREE IN TWO OUT HOW DO I BREATHE

[heliophilic]

[He can't believe he's actually googling this right now.]

Inhale through your nose until you've filled your lungs, hold your breath for 3 seconds, exhale through your mouth until you've expelled all the air

[h2no]

I EXHLDF AL ,, DL

[welp]