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maskormenace2017-10-25 03:48 pm
fettering) wrote in maskormenace2017-10-25 03:48 pm
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[ the phone is obviously propped up somewhere when the feed begins, because there's some out-of-focus fussing, then joshua steps back, smiling a little shyly. he lifts a hand to wave it, looking a little nervous. the palm is wrapped in bandages-- both of them, actually, and there are several bandaids across his brow, only visible because his curls have been pulled away from his face in a ponytail.
it looks like he might be in someone's large back yard-- or perhaps a dog park, considering the number of canines running around behind him, playing and barking. he gestures behind himself as if to illustrate hey!! dogs!! then holds up an index finger as if to ask for a moment. he ducks down out of the frame of the video, and pops back up a moment later with this sweet little old lady in his arms. he gently sets her down on the picnic table the phone is propped up on, and she settles comfortably, stretching her nose out to sniff before glancing back at josh once more.
there's a fidgety moment, his face a little red beneath his freckles, and his lips part.. then shut. they part again, and haltingly: ] Her name is Gemma. [ his hands move as he speaks, signing the words, as if he can't help himself. he doesn't like speaking, which is probably obvious from the slightly uncomfortable expression, but he's also aware that most people don't exactly understand his language. ]
She's ten and she's been here for two years. She's really sweet. The shelter thinks she wasn't being adopted because she.. had a heart problem and arthritis, but.. I fixed it. [ he reaches to scratch her ears, and she stretches out underneath his hand, resting her chin on her paws.
he glances back up a moment later, plucking a little at his bandages. ] .. If you know anyone looking for an easygoing small dog.. That's all I wanted to say. Thank you!
it looks like he might be in someone's large back yard-- or perhaps a dog park, considering the number of canines running around behind him, playing and barking. he gestures behind himself as if to illustrate hey!! dogs!! then holds up an index finger as if to ask for a moment. he ducks down out of the frame of the video, and pops back up a moment later with this sweet little old lady in his arms. he gently sets her down on the picnic table the phone is propped up on, and she settles comfortably, stretching her nose out to sniff before glancing back at josh once more.
there's a fidgety moment, his face a little red beneath his freckles, and his lips part.. then shut. they part again, and haltingly: ] Her name is Gemma. [ his hands move as he speaks, signing the words, as if he can't help himself. he doesn't like speaking, which is probably obvious from the slightly uncomfortable expression, but he's also aware that most people don't exactly understand his language. ]
She's ten and she's been here for two years. She's really sweet. The shelter thinks she wasn't being adopted because she.. had a heart problem and arthritis, but.. I fixed it. [ he reaches to scratch her ears, and she stretches out underneath his hand, resting her chin on her paws.
he glances back up a moment later, plucking a little at his bandages. ] .. If you know anyone looking for an easygoing small dog.. That's all I wanted to say. Thank you!
SURE IT IS.......
i just carry bandages around with me, its faster
well its spiritual kind of
long story
[ this is weird!! he doesn't understand Concern For His Health. ]
NOT OK
Perhaps you should explain the nature of this condition to me further. I disagree with your perspective that there is no help, but more information will provide me a better way to give aid.
[ too late she likes you kid, so now you have to deal with her mom-ing. ]
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its a long story
my template was a kind of god
he was crucified and where he was nailed and injured became symbolic things ig?
they reappear on me
idk why
but they reopen periodically
sometimes bc im around negative things
sometimes for no good reason
i never know when
or if theyll get the chance to heal up before something tears them open again
and i grew up in a lab and i just dont want to keep being poked at
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I'm sorry. I can understand and respect the desire to not be poked at any further, but I do worry about such a recurring wound.
I hope eventually a solution might be found for it, but in the meantime should you need any help I hope you will let me know.
It does not seem right to me that you should suffer without a reason.
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and once my template takes over i imagine he knows more about them
so im sure he can make them stop
you shouldnt worry
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[ She really hopes that doesn't mean what she thinks it means. ]
I will try not to, but I find that whoever raised you was deeply irresponsible to not attempt to solve this problem.
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once lu figures out how
well i dont much matter tbh
its my template my creators cared about
lu does ok but he cant touch my blood
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im ok really
im sorry
i didnt mean to make things weird
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But I do hope that this place will prove kinder to you than your home.
[ And also please get professional help, kid, she's very worried now, mostly at this point by his insistence that all of this is Totally Fine when it seems very clear to her that it's absolutely not. ]
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i like this place
i dont have to hide or anything and no one much cares what i am so
honestly what else could i really ask for?