I'm alright. I don't need anything. [ you already know the drill, Archie. Kaneki is fine, always fine, and nothing but fine. And he isn't going to start changing that mantra now. ]
It's fine. Everything is alright. [ maybe saying it again and again is going to make it true. Kaneki's year has been awful and they are only 4 months in. By now he already knows he will never get a rest ]
[ and surprisingly that's actually something kaneki never did. Well, not on his own, at least; he does have fits of violence, but this is something he tries to suppress at all costs. He never actively destroyed anything because he wanted to ]
I usually train, I never actively destroyed something just because. [ kaneki is a good boy ]
Like what? Go into a porcelain store and throw everything to the ground?
[Major thinks to send a text, but in these sorts of situations .. he knows it's better to do something more personal. He flicks on his video feed, and his face is somber and forlorn. He goes to say something, thinks better of it, then tries again with a shake of his head.]
I'm ... I'm so sorry, man. I'm so sorry. I .. [He sighs heavily.] Is there anything I can do for you? Anything you need?
[ Kaneki won't do video. He doesn't want to be seen, heard, he doesn't even want to exist. Text will be enough of an answer. If there is anything Major can do?Well, bring them back.
But he can't do that. And Kaneki can't ask that either ]
There is nothing we can do in the end. It's the way things are, here.
[ he needs them back. And he needs to stop losing people. He needs to have a break. He needs to stop feeling like the world is going to break and he is right beneath it.
And he needs to sleep. ]
There is nothing we can do. it's the way things are here.
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i'm sorry, kaneki
do you want to talk about it or anything? or some help with anything?
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i know how it feels if you wanna talk. when matt was ported out just staying busy doing dumb stuff helped? i dunno. do what you feel you need to.
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I'm so sorry. I... [don't actually know what to say! but. hh.]
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[SURE THING, BUDDY. sigh.]
I'll not press you, but...know that the same offer you made me? Goes for you, too. That's all.
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it fucking sucks, dude. i find that destroying a bunch of crap helps. so if you wanna do that, i'm game.
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I usually train, I never actively destroyed something just because. [ kaneki is a good boy ]
Like what? Go into a porcelain store and throw everything to the ground?
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i more meant shooting shit with guns or cutting shit up with knives and swords. that sorta shit.
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Condolences dude. You wanna grab a drink or something?
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I can't drink alcohol but I won't mind coffee.
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I'll buy you a coffee. There's a nice place in Maurtia Falls called Hallowed Grounds. Meet you there?
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I'm coming over.
Vodka for me and the strongest coffee I can find for you.
We don't have to talk about it if you don't want to.
[not really giving you a choice here kaneki]
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You decide where you want to meet, Andrew.
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[That seems entirely too cooperative to be believed.]
How about my place?
My roommates are all out right now.
We can drink and watch crappy TV.
[He lists his apartment.]
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I'm ... I'm so sorry, man. I'm so sorry. I .. [He sighs heavily.] Is there anything I can do for you? Anything you need?
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But he can't do that. And Kaneki can't ask that either ]
There is nothing we can do in the end. It's the way things are, here.
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ooooh all i need is 1 more comment for a/c, if that's possible!
no problem!
yay thank you!
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is there anything you need?
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And he needs to sleep. ]
There is nothing we can do. it's the way things are here.
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voice. private.
I'm terribly sorry, Kaneki. I know you consider yourself used to this, but that does not mean it is not still difficult.
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Maybe. But there isn't much we can do about it, anyway.
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