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[CW for: blood & injuries, cursing]



[He's getting sick of this being ported out and ported back in shit. Only this time, months have passed, and he's not been left unscathed. Katsuki is wandering around Heropa, his movements almost...drunken, and while it might be harder to see via the network as he turns it on, it's apparent that he's bleeding heavily from his left shoulder. Those in his vicinity may also notice that he's bleeding from his stomach and both wounds go straight through his body. His breathing is strained as he growls out.]

Where is he-

["Uhm, Mr. Lord Got Arrested Killing People, you really should go to the hospit-"]

WHERE IS THAT SON OF A BITCH?! I'LL KILL HIM, I'LL-

["A villain! My purse has all my coupons!

With a controlled explosion, Katsuki goes flying toward the purse-snatcher, retrieving the person's purse with his teeth. Unfortunately, the second blast is less controlled thanks to his current state and he does a back-flip in midair before landing on his face. Standing up, he snarls and throws the purse at its owner, swaying as he continues his rant.]

OKAY YOU ASSHOLES, LISTEN UP! THE NAME AIN'T LORD EXPLOSION MURDER NO MORE, GET READY TO FEAR GREAT EXPLOSION MURDER GOD DYNAMIGHT!!!!

ESPECIALLY YOU, YOU CRUST BA-bas ...bastar-mmmph-

[The blood loss finally cuts his threats short, leading him to passing out right there.]

Comments

[anthropophagite]

[ maybe don't nearly get killed next time, kacchan!

Kaneki looks back at Katsuki, blinking, before he looks down at his hands. He doesn't want to go study or go to classes, or leave Bakugou's side, really.

He is still worried. And scared. ] ... I would rather stay...

[hot_handed]

[He's scared too and doesn't want him to leave. But you know. He's got to act like it doesn't affect him. He waves a hand dismissively or tries to before wincing.]

In that case...nah, anything you'll bring will just get hospital germs on it. Bring whatever will make ya more comfortable.

[anthropophagite]

[ Ken tilts his head] You sure? You should be comfortable too.

[ the nurse eventually comes in to greet the two. And just like before, she brings Kaneki a cup of coffee and a big smile (apparently the nurses like him. Not only he is an imPort but he is polite and can handle Katsuki), and will after focus on Katsuki to check up on him]

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Then... Ow- What the hell?!

[Katsuki hisses as the nurse checks on his wounds, maneuvering his arm and commenting that everything is healing beautifully and there's no signs of infection.]

-Can- can ya bring my scarf? And a pillow that- nevermind.

[His face goes red.]

[anthropophagite]

Pillow? I can bring your pillow too. [ it's not that strange to ask for that.

And while the nurse is checking him, Kaneki will order an hamburguer to deliver to his room. Naturally he let's the nurse know it will be arriving soon so she will bring the food up to Katsuki when it arrives]

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N-no. Your pillow. Whatever, just the scarf's fi-OW!!!

[He hisses, his hands clawing at the air as she palpates the wound on his stomach, but she gives him a stern look in warning to not use his quirk and he immediately behaves.]

[anthropophagite]

... Oh. [ Kaneki's face is bright red, always a bit awkward when around other people. But given he has been sleeping with Katsuki for the past hours, it's not like the doctors and nurses haven't realized their relationship.

Kaneki nods softly] I will bring it.

[ Ken will wait until the nurse is done and leaves. Of course he thanks her, gently nod his head, and waits for her to close the door behind her. He, on the other hand, is still a bit flushed but looks back at Katsuki]

... Do you want me to go now or later? [ kaneki realized he doesn't want to go now, after all. He wants to kiss Katsuki. He wants to kiss him a lot.

Ken comes closer to the bed, offering his hand to his boyfriend]

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...Thanks.

[His face is bright pink, but luckily the nurse doesn't comment on it before she leaves. He gives a half-shrug, looking up from the bed to take Kaneki's hand before trying to drag him down on top of it so he can kiss him.]

We still got time. Pillow can wait.

[anthropophagite]

[ Kaneki does come to the bed, laying besides Katsuki but moving enough so he can kiss him. He kisses him once, then again, small little kisses becoming deeper and needier.

Eventually Kaneki licks Katsuki's lips slowly, his eye immediately reacts as he breathes out]

If it hurts, tell me.

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[He missed this. He missed Kaneki so much. Katsuki isn't gentle with his kisses, he's desperate and needy and he almost forgets to breathe as he deepens it, holding Kaneki's face in his hand as he stares at him and shivers a little, his eyes bright.]

It's fine. Feels good. I need you...

[anthropophagite]

[ kaneki nuzzles katsuki's hand lovingly before he leans forward to nuzzle his neck. It has only been a day for him, but like before, it felt like much longer. ]

I missed you. [ ken kisses him again , harder than before while he allows himself to drown in the taste for a bit longer. His hand moves to, resting against katsuki's chest, before it moves along his clothes towards the shoulder and then neck ]

You always taste so good...

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Mn... [Katsuki returns the kiss with an eager sort of rawness, biting Kaneki's lower lip.

Gingerly, he moves his left arm to wrap around Kaneki so he can hold onto him better. He smiles a genuine smile against Kaneki's lips and pulls away just enough to look at him for a second.]

Yeah? You too.

[anthropophagite]

[ Kaneki nuzzles his lover sweetly, and eventually hides his head against Katsuki's neck, placing several kisses against the skin.

Listening to his breathing, taking in his smell and feeling his warmth, Kaneki just relaxes like this, so glad he can be close to him again. ]

[hot_handed]

Ken-

[Katsuki inhales sharply, melting into him, kissing his jaw and then his neck.

It's been so long. It feels like it's been forever.]

[anthropophagite]

Hmm- [ Kaneki sighs as he feels the kisses, his hand moving to the back of Katsuki's head to play with his hair.

Slowly his legs tangle with Katsuki's until they find a position close to him, and eventually Kaneki's kagune comes out once again. It's quiet and slow, too, just gently wrapping around Katsuki's waist like that]

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[Katsuki bites Kaneki's neck lightly. He can't break the skin, but that doesn't stop him from trying.]

Your tentacles are hot, y'know...all of you is.

[anthropophagite]

[ he can't break through the skin but Kaneki feels it, gasping a little.

Before his face turns bright red]

D-don't call them that...! [ even though that's what they are...

The three tendrils pull away in response to Kaneki's embarrassment, moving under the bed covers so they actually wrap around the bed itself and Kaneki has to make sure they don't squeeze too tightly (or they will break the bed). Now that Ken feeds regularly, it became easier to control his kagune, though today and yesterday it came out due to Kaneki's feelings rather than "because he wanted to"; in the end, it's still foreign to him, but slow it's becoming part of him]

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Call 'em what? Hot?

[Katsuki smirks against Kaneki's skin, at least until his kagune pulls away and then he bites him harder.]

Tell 'em to come back. They're warm.

[anthropophagite]

F-fine, fine! [ the kagune moves again, a tendril wraps around Katsuki's leg, another rests at his waist and the last tendril move to stay at Katsuki's chest.]

They are weird... Sorry.

[hot_handed]

Tch. [He stares at him affectionately, moving to put his hand over the tendril on his chest and pet it.]

You think I ain't used to weird? You fucking nerd.

[anthropophagite]

[ it feels so strange. It doesn't feel like he normally would if someone touched the rest of his body but Kaneki can still feel the touch. And the kagune itself feels very smooth and if Katsuki were to squeeze it it'd feel like muscle (Kaneki can harden it, but he won't) ; the scales can move, but Kaneki keeps them flattened down and instead they shine at the touch, like a pulse of red brightness passing through it.

Kaneki doesn't fully understand his feelings towards it. Takizawa-San had laughed when Kaneki asked him if he liked his kagune, claiming it's the same as asking someone if they like their leg. And maybe that would be true for a natural born ghoul, but Ken never had this before last year.

It's not his. It's Rize's.]

... It's weird, that this is a part of me. It belongs to Rize-San, not me... [ Kaneki never spoke of Rize, he realizes.

His hand gently reaches for the kagune, resting it close to Katsuki's hand]

[hot_handed]

[Pretty. And with the ability to be deadly. Kaneki's kagune is like the rest of him in that and Katsuki just watches the tendril shine for a moment, mesmerized.

He knows Kaneki has a lot of issues accepting his ghoul side. He can't blame him seeing as some pieces of shit experimented on him. He looks up, the spell broken when Kaneki speaks.]

Who's Rize?

[anthropophagite]

[ who's Rize. That's the million dollars question, isn't it? Because Kaneki doesn't know either, not really, and he was trying to find out before he ended here, so fervently that he put himself in danger by following Tsukiyama who promised he'd tell Ken more about her. Kaneki sees her in his dreams and nightmares, sometimes in his own reflection; in truth, she is always in his mind and never leaves.

He looks at Katsuki for a moment before he looks at the kagune, fingers gripping on it while in response the tendril wrapped around his hand.]

She was... The most gorgeous girl I had ever seen. Completely out of my league. But I still couldn't take my eyes off of her and for weeks I built courage to eventually ask her out. [ Ken smiles softly] She said yes. Like out of a novel.

At the end of the date, she tried to kill me and eat me. [ She was a ghoul. Kaneki grips on his kagune harder, and it grips around Kaneki's wrist in return, enough to actually bruise him.]

My accident, the one that sent me to the hospital, she was the reason. And she was the ghoul the doctor used to turn me into this, as well. He gave me her organs. [ Kaneki releases the kagune and it releases him as well. The bruise will disappear with seconds, as if nothing had happened]

This is her kagune.

[ yes this all happened because Kaneki went on a goddamn date]

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[Katsuki is quiet while Kaneki talks. It's not often that his lover talks about his past, so when he does he knows that it's important.

He didn't expect it to take that turn. But it explains a lot. Like how Kaneki ended up part-ghoul. There's a bitter taste in his mouth and anger under his skin toward Rize, the asshole doctor, everyone. Petting Kaneki's kagune, he stops to put his hand over Kaneki's.]

Shit. No wonder you're weird about using it.

[anthropophagite]

[ Kaneki nods softly, while the kagune moves to join their hands]

Takizawa-San tried to make me see it was just another organ. Like a kidney or liver - you don't like or dislike it. [ and he gets that.] I don't... Hate the kagune. [ he smiles just a little] But this is hers.

Rize-San didn't give it to me and I didn't ask for it, either. [ Kaneki reaches for it, fingers moving across the shiny scales] I know at some point, I have to make it mine.