Carl Grimes (
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maskormenace2015-03-19 12:46 am
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So. I'm dropping out of school.
[ The amount of fucks given is pretty much zero at this point. ]
It's been piling up, just stupid reasons at first. I thought if I go to school everything will be as it was before corpses rose up and start eating people. I guess I was in denial or something, because eventually it quickly became not the case.
[ It's so frustrating because he gets tensed when the school bell rings. He always look for escape routes, a habit that is useful, but sometimes disturbs him simply because he notices he's the only one in a room that does it. ]
For English class we were supposed to write about our own personal biography. I got into trouble when I presented mine.
[ With teachers looking at him, either in disappointment or pity; some of the kids avoiding him while others pester him in the gruesome details of his life back home.
It made him feel more alone than anything else. ]
Anyway, I was thinking: there's that school for imPorts, right? Is that still open?
[ The amount of fucks given is pretty much zero at this point. ]
It's been piling up, just stupid reasons at first. I thought if I go to school everything will be as it was before corpses rose up and start eating people. I guess I was in denial or something, because eventually it quickly became not the case.
[ It's so frustrating because he gets tensed when the school bell rings. He always look for escape routes, a habit that is useful, but sometimes disturbs him simply because he notices he's the only one in a room that does it. ]
For English class we were supposed to write about our own personal biography. I got into trouble when I presented mine.
[ With teachers looking at him, either in disappointment or pity; some of the kids avoiding him while others pester him in the gruesome details of his life back home.
It made him feel more alone than anything else. ]
Anyway, I was thinking: there's that school for imPorts, right? Is that still open?

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[The look on his face is full of understanding rather than pity. He knows trauma on a very personal level. It's to be expected from an amputee, even though his experiences go so much beyond that.]
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It's like right outside Heropa.
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Oh, wait. He's talking about another school. Thank God, she really didn't want to be the one to tell him not to drop out of school. Talk about feeling old and lame... in retrospect, maybe she feels a little bad for Lilly having to pull her up on stuff. )
People are dicks.
( That's it, that's her insight. Uh. Hmm. ) What, you got detention or something for coming from the Clusterfuck Kingdom? Jesus.
( People are, indeed, dicks. Tara just throws her hands up in the air, clearly unimpressed, as she grabs a packet of cigarettes from her back pocket and pulls want out with her teeth, still addressing the camera. ) Wanna go get pizza? We can either talk about it, or specifically not talk about it.
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[ He nods at Tara's suggestion. ] I wouldn't mind some food.
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( Tara got sent to the principle's office, but it had been for smoking behind the bleachers. Less trauma involved, although it had seemed pretty terrible at the time. )
All right. Say in-- ( Uhh, hang on, she's checking the time... ) An hour? I'll text you the place.
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[ Because he feels somehow responsible for the younger member of the household, even though Carl seems perfectly capable for his age. ]
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What sort of school are you used to?
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How big are the staff? If you don't mind me asking.
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Nothing can ever be quite the same after like that, but it starts to get a tiny bit easier. [ Sometimes, not really. She doesn't fully buy that herself and it might show in the hesitation in her voice. ] What kind of trouble did you get into for presenting yours?
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