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[girlybruiser]

[ It's around midnight when this gets posted to the Network. While that isn't late for most imPorts, it's quite late for Haru herself. ]

Father's Day is soon. It might be a bit of a ridiculous thought, but I wonder how many of us really reflect on our relationships with our fathers during this time.
To be completely honest, it didn't occur to me how much I would be thinking about it myself. It feels rather silly, but... at the same time I am sure many of us have complex relationships with them.
Mine has long passed, although I can't help but think about all the things left unsaid and undone. He hurt and used people for personal gain, but toward the end he was going to try and make amends for the things he did.
I feel I should be mourning him in spite of everything, though it has been so long I do not even know where to begin.
... I am sorry, does that make sense?


( ooc: haru is no tech expert, so for those who would know how if they want to uncover who anon is, please just ask first. for those who would know/figure out it's haru, feel free to have them ask. )

Comments

[girlybruiser]

I have yet to figure that out.
Someone has suggested writing a letter.

[autorejoin]

Sounds.... ehat the fuck is the word
Cathartic?
Some shit like that.

[girlybruiser]

Would you ever consider writing a letter to your father?

[autorejoin]

Nah, writing's never been my thing
Besides, feels kinda weird to put that much effort into something my old man woulda hated
Might work for you, though

[girlybruiser]

Do you really think so?

[autorejoin]

What, that it'll work for you?
Sure! It might, if you like writing shit

[girlybruiser]

I have honestly never attempted something like this before.
I only write for classes.

[autorejoin]

That is like, at least twice as much writing as I normally do.

[girlybruiser]

Oh, I wonder if I do write something...
Should it be long or short?

[autorejoin]

It should be long enough to say all the things you wanna say to him

1/2

[girlybruiser]

2/2

[girlybruiser]

You are a very wise person.
Thank you.

[autorejoin]

i'm gonna screenshot this, blow it up, and hang it in a picture frame on my wall

[girlybruiser]

Is that a new art trend?

[autorejoin]

Sure is!
I call this piece "Shit my friends would never believe someone said about me."

[girlybruiser]

I am sure that's not true!

[autorejoin]

Oh it's definitely true
Don't worry, we give each other shit all the time
Or well, we did
None of 'em are here

[girlybruiser]

None? I'm sorry. That must be lonely.

[autorejoin]

Nah, I've got a group of natives that are pretty fun to hang around
It's not the same, but it works out

[girlybruiser]

Would you want your friends to arrive here?

[autorejoin]

Well it'd be hilarious for a few reasons
I wouldn't mind seeing em again
I'm not holding my breath though

[girlybruiser]

Personally speaking, I've found the presence of my friends to be helpful.

[autorejoin]

Oh it'd definitely be nice don't get me wrong
I'm just not pinning any hopes on it
I'm pretty happy just being here for now

[girlybruiser]

You do not miss your home at all then?

[autorejoin]

That's a moot point, I'm never seeing it again.