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[bloodprayer]

what's the worst thing you've ever done? did you ever find forgiveness for it? redemption?

and - what's the worst thing that's ever been done to you?
did you forgive whoever hurt you? if you haven't yet, what would it take for you to do it?

Comments

[bloodprayer]

people don't want to be alone. if everyone sees you as bad or as someone who does bad things then you'll be isolated from the world

people don't want to be treated like that
right?
just living with it sounds hard

[psychophilia]

life's hard
u find people that get you

[bloodprayer]

that hasn't been my experience.
maybe you're just really lucky.

sooo
what'd you do that you have to live with?

[psychophilia]

how many ppl you met?
and stuff
a stand out was killing a guy with a corn cob
i guess

[according to god throwing her sins in her face, anyway]

[bloodprayer]

a lot

[ ... like five ]

a corn cob? that's

wait

wait, that sounds awesome
i HATE corn
why'd you do that?
you don't go around killing people with corn cobs here, do you?

[psychophilia]

i'm not some corn serial killer
christ
sometimes shit just happens

[bloodprayer]

you sound like you don't care at all. like you don't think there's anything wrong with taking someone's life.

did you stab him in the corn-ea?
(do you get it?)

[psychophilia]

it's a bad thing, killing someone
but bad things happen all the time
like that pun

[bloodprayer]

well that was rude.

if you're aware that killing someone is bad - but not enough to get emotional when people die -
where do you go from there? do you just... stop... killing people? or are you okay with killing somebody if you have to... or if you want to... because it doesn't really matter to you if someone dies or not?

[psychophilia]

it *matters*
sometimes
christ it's just if they're trying to kill u first, what else u gonna do?

[bloodprayer]

"sometimes".

so.
okay. let me figure this out.
- self defense is an acceptable reason for killing someone.
- extending this, killing someone intending to hurt someone you care about is justifiable.

what else would you kill for? food? what if someone steals from you? or looks at you the wrong way?
what's your baseline?

[psychophilia]

u know when u gotta
not like i wrote it down