Hattori Heiji (
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Fourth Strike; Audio
[There's a few seconds of silence, then a resigned huff of breath.]
I turned eighteen last week. Didn't even notice. Not sure what t'do about it. I'm a legal adult outta school and I should be happy about that. So much I can do here that I wasn't able to before. Can make a real difference in a way that matters to more than just a few people here an' there.
But I can't help but remind myself that I should have had someone here with me for this milestone. Kazuha should've graduated with me, an' I know when I go home it won't have mattered, but I was never supposed t'do it alone. She's been there with me practically my whole life, ya know? Everythin' important we did together. I haven't been thinkin' of home much, but I can't forget that she's not here, an' she should be.
[Another stretch of silence.]
Anyone else dealin' with this? What d'ya do to make it okay when ya can't share yer accomplishments with the people ya care about?
I turned eighteen last week. Didn't even notice. Not sure what t'do about it. I'm a legal adult outta school and I should be happy about that. So much I can do here that I wasn't able to before. Can make a real difference in a way that matters to more than just a few people here an' there.
But I can't help but remind myself that I should have had someone here with me for this milestone. Kazuha should've graduated with me, an' I know when I go home it won't have mattered, but I was never supposed t'do it alone. She's been there with me practically my whole life, ya know? Everythin' important we did together. I haven't been thinkin' of home much, but I can't forget that she's not here, an' she should be.
[Another stretch of silence.]
Anyone else dealin' with this? What d'ya do to make it okay when ya can't share yer accomplishments with the people ya care about?
[video];
Oh, who's that? A girlfriend, maybe~?
[He knows it's not Kudo, since the kid is around here somewhere. Probably getting into trouble again.]
Oi, oi. What's that supposed to mean?
[video];
Yet.]And ya know exactly what that's supposed t'mean. Yer a magician [Thief, troll, teenaged boy] an' ye'd just get me somethin' weird.
[video];
So. Am I right then~?
[He grins.]
Awww, you don't trust me? Totally breaking my heart here.
[video];
Tch, I'll trust ya when I know ye won't get me a gag gift.
[video];
[Laughs.]
I'll have you know that most of my presents are practical. Most of the time.
[video];
Just my luck I'd get that rare one where it's entirely useless except t'make me look weird.
[video]
and him and Aoko]Just for that, I have to get you something.
[video]
Flat.]
Please don't.
[video]
It's gonna be awesome too. The best birthday present ever~!
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