sarah manning (
coppelganger) wrote in
maskormenace2017-05-14 12:44 pm
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[ Wonder of wonders, it's time for a rare as hell Sarah network post. But today is an important day, and for more people than just her, she's sure. When she appears on the network early in the afternoon, she's subdued, but then again, she always kind of is when she's doing something on the network. ]
Anyone else really missing their kid today? Or maybe just missing their mum?
[ That's it. She doesn't have a lot to say. The questions hang in the air for a few seconds, and then she reaches over and shuts the feed off. ]
Anyone else really missing their kid today? Or maybe just missing their mum?
[ That's it. She doesn't have a lot to say. The questions hang in the air for a few seconds, and then she reaches over and shuts the feed off. ]

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Hey. What are you doing here?
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[Accompanied by a sympathetic, slightly sad smile, of course.]
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[ he puts on a smile and a brave face. ]
Yeah.
[ then he thinks to clarify: ]
My mom, not ... a kid. I don't have a kid. [ he pulls a face. ] I think?
[ moment ruined. ]
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Sorry to hear that.
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[She says it neutrally, but there's a sadness to it.]
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[ I mean, technically she doesn't have a mother. ]
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[A pause as what she said sinks in. He thinks of John and Rosie.]
I'm sorry.
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i'm the male equivalent of a mum but yeah
i've been missing her since she died and being here is not helping
my kid i mean, my mom is fine
[-it's hard. To keep going with all these secrets gnawing at him from within. Even if he was at home, even if he had somebody to talk to, he's still too raw emotionally to say it out loud. The word 'dad' was too hard to type. The idea of speaking the word 'daughter' made him want to dive for the nearest hard liquor.]
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[ fuuuuuck, nothing like someone telling you their kid is dead to make you feel like a horrible person for whining about missing your (alive) kid. ]
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[She pauses.]
Sometimes I let myself hope that the porter will bring her here and bring her back to life.
Who are you missing?
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My daughter. Kira.
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I always feel a little guilty that I've been fortunate enough to have my daughter with me now. Even if it was after five years of being without her, I don't think I'll ever feel like I deserve it.
[ Ashiah does, at least. She deserves to have some kind of life where she doesn't die before she ever hatches. ]
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[ She doesn't want to be jealous, but of course she is. She hesitates, not sure whether or not she should continue, then asks, ] Does she—did she know you were gone all that time?
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sorry this is so late, i really lost track of my inbox for a week there
no worries!
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you okay there?
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What do you miss the most about yours?
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